im-perfection

today was awesome!(Y) quite guilty for not going back to pps. but nvm i will go back next year! went dexus instead! awesome!(: the guys were kind of funny and the girls talk alot!(: went back nursery! OMG! the teachers recongnise me like after 8 years!(: couldnt find mr kuo today, sorry yongkang!): weeheee! im happy!(: i love dexus and dexkid!(: there were many memories of me there. happy ones(: last time so young and innocent!(: hahas i love!(:

人往往都把事情当成理所当然，当他们有没有发现其实人的忍耐是有限度的。 OMG! tmr is history and i havent started studying, but soon.. im going to study. i cant get any bad score at this time when EOYs is just 35 days aways. chi.. horrible. i really felt like crying in class, but tears doesnt help. my english is horrible and chi is horrible too.. so am i going to sucessful go sec 3 express next year): extra lesson was today! gillian was super high and im scare of her): height and weight today. OMG i seriously need some diet plan. maybe no chocolate and fried stuff(: somethings are just hard to say to others when they keep asking you to say.if i could have a wish, i will wish that i know everything beforehand.

nothing to blog, but just feel like blogging. woo..36 more days to EOYs. maybe i shouldnt be using the com so often alr(: but just kind of addicted to games in the computer. i miss YOG. so far this weekend only finish the summary for lvl students:D hahas, im afraid that study plan is going to fail): plan for next week: tue- extra lesson with mr kuo(: thu-stay back do art(: i hope that you and you are alright bah(: take care and smile kay(: im always here right(: kind of get over lit, hahas, its just a test.i just do well for the next one(: im still not in th mood to study, i should get over the fun and panick:D

我累了，真的很累了。 im tired. if everyday were really YOG, but i already use the word "if". i must study and do homework today, 37 more days to EOYs!:D im kind of looking forward! i hope today prelim was easy for the sec 3 and 4 who are taking it(: h2h talk with someone(: nice nice!(: hahaas, huiwen is kind of happy!:D hahas:D

38 more days to EOYs. peeps, panick just panick. time passes like very fast. i still havent enjoy my life of sec2 ): once sec 3, it will be completely work work and only work. stay-ed back do art, whooo~ there's alot peeps doing art. extra lesson with mr kuo was postpone, and extra lesson with ms luo and postpone too. and sorry to yk! study hard kay! lets all work hard tgt. damn touched by what kris wrote on my handbook:D thanks:D and thanks for sly's seaweed!:D hahas, he's nice:D and sorry to another person for lying to u today(: but its was kind of funny hahas:D and u, good luck for ur prelims:D

its a cruel F-A-C-T, i rather it was R-U-B-B-I-S-H. but since it happen, then i got to leave the past and get on, i guess she knew abt it, just that she dun wan me to be sad. but i got over it like after 1 hour 45 mins. LOL kind of fast. seriously i should buck up. how to go for EOY in this freaking manner? YOG is over, i misss it. im going to miss the players and all): i kind of got over it. lols. despite all, im going get on with life

lesson was awesomely interesting!(: "a great man is not scare of woman!" sly said that(: ms ng was right, its time to study hard. if not u will regret it. YOG tmr! last day): ohmeegoddd! im going to miss it, haiz): handsome guys! and their nice spiking and all): D&T not bad(: hahhas theres tips yea(: and and and, next week chem and history test(: hahas(: im happy! like once in a lifetime that suddenly the post got a happy word!(: hahas xiao xuan lao shi(: i love Ls! and ofc vballers toooo!(: and lastly, 02!:D

YOG is going to be over soon): i'm going to miss it!): russia guys and argentina guys are hot tooo!(: but skip alot lesson, damn sian lah, EOY coming and yet, im skipping lesson, i must work harder, but it seems like i dun feel like doing work now, life in school was awesome!(: 4 more months so must love this class more:D and utterly too, i guess we might miss him, he taught us for two years:D why is ur mum always making that sound when she know u talking to me, hahas too bad then:D talk on msn and in class bah:D i decided not to care abt u le lah, u wan talk then talk, dun wan talk then dun talk. just hope u're alright soon:D

ytd and today yog stuff was awesome!(: USA today! ohmeegeee!(: they are super tall! and some very pretty tooo!(Y) tmr they got match too!(: but must stay till 6. so i must consider): this week like alot homework but like no time lei, how arh? Zzzz. food super super nice too!(: tmr meet at 8.15(: and the visa card is super nice!(: purple!(: i promise-d to be happy, i will keep my promise(: i wonder how long i wont get sad(: thanks:D i know u will be reading it(: hahas(:

if life can be restart, i would rather i had care for u more. if life can be restart, i would rather i study hard and not to worry for my exams. if life could restart, i will do thing carefully without regretting. but since life cant be restart, so just move on!(: i would rather u reply me with anything, rather than making me worry for you. i seriously hope u're okay. i hope u can stay happy. its time to wake up, huiwen. MYE is just 5 weeks away. and what are u doing now? last minute study before the test only. study please. and YOG is over, work double hard to replace those lesson you missed!

IT LESSSON!:D peijun is back in school, hope she recover soon!(: chem test): fluck-ed , actually corrrect then i erase): OMG why is huiwen so stupid? pre-YOG stuff ltr:D weeeeheee(: JY huiwen!(: it seems that its getting worse): haiz, forget it.

YOG! (: IM EXCITED! (: school is kind of tired and all, im tired. physically tired but no mentally. gahhh, im scare> im got so much things to say, but i cant. i hope everything is just alright. and i just hope that everyone will be happy kay(: cause its only when u all are happy, then i will be happy. and HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY , GIRL :D

3 more weeks and its september holiday! (: this week the teachers are super nice not to give alot of homework except utterly, he gave like 3 homeworks to us. planned to take this week to study biology, but it seems like my mind is somewhere else and dun wan to study leh): its okay, i shall study kay! i think i have a super nice dad(: he's always there for me when im sad and always nv fail, he will cheer me up in the morning when he fetch me to school:D even though sometimes he doesnt get what im saying, but then i know he understand me:D he knows that im super lazy, and he always help me to do things without even groaning and yet sometimes when he ask me do things, i complain-ed. feel so bad, i shall treat him nicer!:D

3 MONTHS! (: HEHE(: now is 7th month alr, so peeps when you walk, please be careful and ofc, watch what you say. (: 9pm show now is awesomely nice!(: ruien is super chio and hot!(: seriously, i feel very hopeless everytime i see my frens around me being sad and crying, what can i do to cheer them up? whenever im sad, they can cheer me up, but what can i do for them? sigh): cheer up peeps kay, huiwen will collect ur tears for you:D

okay fine, whatever i wrote was deleted by awesome huiwen. so yea, im not going to be so stupid and post everything again.__. i promised that i will really start homework latr!:D and i posted that i miss someone and that awesome person talked to me now!:D hahas!:D YAY school tmr! i can sit with awesome partner like ivan!:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D but thats not the purpose i came to post-.- im alone at home(: but no one to talk to on the phone): in conclusion, huiwen has awesomely waste 2 days of her holidays just to slack and only did eng ATT(: and i guess, today i will be slacking again:O hehe(: thanks for you and you concern:D im seriously alright yeaa:D hahas:D i didnt know u were always reading my blog!:D hahas i think u know im talking abt you:D should i add in a tagboard? seems bored, maybe not:D kay lah, offing com at 10.30!:D

long holidays seems to pass so so so fast>. if u realise we drifted. is it the gap that made us like that? seriously, im tired of trying. i would rather not try anymore, disappointment is what i get. its not worth trying anymore.

Back from the ceremony rehearsal(: its awesome! (: super nice,the firework(: hehe(: we are surrounded by like handsome guys! The YOG volunteer's jacket are very nice! I oso want! :D I saw the clothes and pant we getting for YOG. Not bad lah:D hahas(: YOG duty on 22,24,26 (: I think get to skip school on 26 cause the duty is at 8 (: hehe(: awesome! (: there's a course on 19 and 20. Ohhlalala~ I'm looking foward to tues! And I'm going to study hard kay! Gogogo! (:

meeting ferlicia latr at 3 outside mrt station:D i cant make up my mind if i should go. its kind of late but then its like once in a rare time? (though is only rehearsal:D my sms going exceed le. Zzzz. i wan unlimited! (hinting to peepsss):D but ivan , wenxin , sis and pj is nice to let me sms using their phones!:D thanks!:D i miss u): if u realise we havent really talk much for 4 days. ): i know i shouldnt demand too much so yea.. i not going say anything:D

today national day performance was awesome!:D waiting for gillian and cindy with peijun and shihui:D met dexus girls for lunch at pizza, awesome! badmintion with them and its nice tgt with them!:D hehe(: Zzzzz. im sad): i shouldnt be so xiaoqi, so open my heart:D in class was awesome today too!:D we joking with mr lee saying tat he's a frog!:D and its national day celebration, not recycling day:D

today there is a dead hamster brought to our class): at first, i thought it was the hamster ACS. they look alike. i was afraid cause its our class pet. but luckily it isnt!:D and heard that it drop from the top. so rest in peace kay. my last post doesnt mean anyone yea:D its just what i found in my notebook and i find it quite okay so i post:D thanks to ahem for always letting me to sms using your phone. and sorry for dropping for phone twice): cheer up yea:D dun emo. i sing for you!:D i jsut not be so fierce kay:D and i try not to be irritating:D chi test was alright:D awesome! trng later:D but doing homework with peijun first!:D

Sometimes when we are too commited to something, we will lose our real self. You will go on with life without realising u neglect someone. Sometimes we should stay committed so as to forget somethings. But often, things doesn't go our way. Somethings are meant to be there. Somethings just aren't fated to. If things doesn't get our way, Try something else. You might not know that it might be better. Those things that were there, cherish it. Don't wait till u lose it and start to regret. Learn to look forward. Cause tmr is better :D That's what I wrote last time :o Hahas, I shall go sleep now:D And study HMT tmr:D Nights peeps! (:

lunch with Ls today! (: its like we super long didnt go lunch alr(: but everyone got to rush back cause there's CCA but i dun have(: its like so bored at home without anyone free to talk to you. and i think i should cherish more wed and study more:D cheer up kay, rmb what i told you, be happy kay:D there is nothing to be sad abt. get over it. you might not know that theres someone waiting for you there. why bother to be sad right? you should be happy kay!:D like me!:D everyone should smile and look forward to the future! cause there is more things to look forward abt!:D