im-perfection

this morning had to go for geog lesson though its holiday but yeah the lesson was quite fun :D but the bad thing is that there is a test next lesson which is like .... i dont wannna take any tests ): discuss geog with group after it and its super funny and gossip session with geraldine! :D :D lunchhh at nex with -you know who- :D then came back to school to bball and play cards! :D awesome day today! going to stay home tmr and do my work! :D xinfony on fridayy ohh noooo i still dont know how to tell mummy ): wanted to tell her just now and in the end plan failed huh :/

last day of school, wah time really flies! its like half the year gone! took back report book and yea :/ results quite suck. almost all Cs and one D and E sighhhhhhs mum went for ptm and im really curious what the teachers going to say. probably i need to learn how to study smart now :/

finally its like the last week of school! :D but this term quite fast end huh. today band choir guzheng and dance performed during assembly! :D its like super duper niceeee! gillian and shihui came to my house and we played and chat! :D wah today was disaster ): i left the whole stack of test papers at home and i didnt realise until english start -.- thank god all the teachers were nicee~~ :D :D im bored at homeeee

today was the results day, ytd night didnt really sleep cause i was kind of worry of the results although i told myself that whatever results i get, i cant change it. but still you would just wonder, what if i fail this or that? what if im the class lowest? sighssss. got back almost every paper today! except for chemistry which is going to give out tmr, probably i know the results now, should be a fail :/ when did i ever pass chemistry right? -.- thats just so stupid of me to believe that probably this time, there's a miracle. but i think im really stupid :/ to be honest, at first i got back the first few paper, and i was rather disappointed with myself cause it was first a C6, then C5 then E8 which is emaths paper. my hope was always on my maths and now what?! i fail it. i thought to myself: so what now? the subject im always good in is now the worst. then it was recess, you could see everyone's mood so demoralised. tears from each individual but what can you do? next it was S...

OH SHIT I JUST SOAKED MY THUMBDRIVE IN WATER FOR LIKE 2 HOURS! Goshh hopefully it still can be use and my stuff won't be gone! ): sighhhs impt stufff Oh yea! Tmr LC and can go home and ITS THE END OF MYE like finally. I know I must have be crazy, but I think I'm going to miss studying! ): is like everyday coming home with things you know what u must complete. Its like life with a goal, but its just all studies. Now I'm aimless. Got to think about what I'm going to do first(: I don't want to be an aimless bird Today cindy, peijun gillian came my house! :D its like super duper fun! We are discussing abt Ls outing and 02 outing! :D oh yea that reminds me 06 outing still needs lots of planning! Okay I shall settle everything by next week! :D so my goal for the week is to plan class chalet! :D hopefully it doesn't fail! Though its the end of exams, I still doesn't feel happy is like no sense of joyment.probably I'm just worried about my result which is maybe ...

was so glad that there's this long weekend to study, but turn out that i no mood study and the hot weather killing me, so i didnt study ): sighhhs i dont plan to fail, but i aint working hard too, what do i exactly want?): hopefully studying with them today, i can focus! ): 我已不知所措

FINALLY english, hmt, emaths , ehist and ss is down! :D busy weekend coming but yea just 2 more days and all my papers are over! :D dont really look forward to results but must face reality. i have predicted that there would be no A, only B and C or maybe D or E which is not what i wanted. today shall just slack and tmr work hard. election tmr~ good luck to whichever party (: i cant vote so i dont have any party that i hope will win :D

tmr is the start of MYEs alr! maybe im not looking forward but also maybe im looking forward to it :D they went to nex to study, actually i wanted to go also de but then i didnt go. mum coming back tonight! :D finallyyy. going to off com at 4 then study! :D jiayou huiwen and everyoneeeeeee :D thanks, im feeling much better than just now (:

i think im so dead. i have been slacking for 3 days and today tooo! ): seriously, i got no mood to study. just like last year EOY :/ HAIY! hope tonight midnight study plan works! (: went to cindy house with gillian to study, apparently they are the only one who studied huh. i was there just to disturb them and etc suee-ree-yaa. dont take me for granted cause the next moment im gone.