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Sunday :)  Went out shopping at orchard with these girls and yes it was pretty fun :) got myself a top at scape :) ahhhhh this year new year clothes haven't buy finish :( jialat. Everyone was pretty okay with it and yes I love it <3 hehe.  Monday  Met yan in the morning to borrow books for assignment :) then sentosa with relatives in the afternoon ^^ walked in to sentosa from vivo and I pretty much like that route in :) bought 10 rides of luge hehe and we each played twice :) really love family time <3 but sadly they are going back soon :( boo. 1 month later and I'll be back in Malaysia yay! :D  Bye :) 

hello! :)  well-spent morning and afternoon with big family at relative's wedding today :) heh, it's been long since i had such family gathering. :) really love to spend time with my family :) it was at Seletar Country Club, the view there was very very pretty and the wind was super strong. :) it was good yet bad cause it messed up our hair :(  grandsons and granddaughter with ahma!! :D me and aik! :) us while waiting for the signing of the engagement. new family photo :D with ahma! :)  big big family with half the members missing :(  yay more pic on fb! :)  goodnight! :)

Hello everybody :)  Just came back from NCIC (new committee induction camp) today ^^ camp was hmm, more than I expected haha :P so we finalised pretty much events last night and slept at like 5am :/ gosh too long didn't sleep so late alr so I'm kinda ragey today but well it was a pretty good bonding time with the people :)  Hehe pictures! :)  Oh and my collection of macs <3 yay and I got the Starbucks planner todayyyyyy :D THANKYOUUUU!!!  I'm limited edition :P heh Relative wedding tmr :) goodnight :) 

Heh shall split this post into two :)  Me and sis with cousin's pig family! :)  Grandma making tangyuan heh :)  Have I told y'all? :) grandma is in Singapore again yay :D and ting they all is coming on 25th! :)  So on Sunday we went to aunt house for dinner and tangyuan since it was 冬至 :) spent quite a lot of quality time with cousins catching up, joking and laughing together :) really miss those times and love these type of gathering :) but as we are growing up, probably we will have lesser time to come tgt like that.  Heh more than half the comm on sat for the Christmas party :) really appreciate each and everyone of them esp WK for being so patient and 默默地 contribute :)) so I accompanied two girls for a short while and they are really so cute <3 I love kids haha but oh my when they throw a tantrum.. Idk what to do HAHAHAH.  SIS's junior baked them and it's so niceeeeee :) heh 

1300hrs.  Heh 23 dec was a really good day for me :D thanks <3  At night, went to find the girls for BBQ :) it was really good to see them since I missed adventure cove that day :) really thanks to yan's maid for BBQ-ing for us. For once, I actually ate cooked chicken wing for BBQ HAHAHAHAHAHAH. But the food was really good la heh :) casual chats and we played the seesaw which was like reliving childhood hahaha could see that everyone really enjoyed themselves cause we were just laughing and relaxing :) oh and I sat tgt w this cute little girl on the seesaw :) but I think she was pretty shy so I just swing lightly for her heh. Then we played truth or dare and the dare was damn joke. The first person scared a young girl and the second dare scared a dog LOL. But the dog was so cute and it looked like a monkey oops. But the owner was nice to stop and talk to us awhile yay :)  Some pics of us heh.  Thanks girls for making ECH so fun for me :) and ofc thanks yan yan fo...

actually come to think of it, i'm not that busy right. then why am i complaining so muchhhhhhhh? stupid girl. i really admire those people, that have so much commitment, yet they are still doing so so so so so well. i guess they really put in effort. have i not? probably not enough since i'm still complaining here LOL. to be honest, i wish for a simple, relaxed life. just a slow pacing one, without having to worry about anything. but then again, if i dont work hard now, then probably i will never have my wish come true rightttttttt. plan your time well, do what you need to do. stop thinking and just get it over and done.

hello people :)  i hope y'all did miss me. it's pretty hard to find picture to post in my blog cause my life is kinda a boring one nowadays. soooo an old photo of mine :) not hard to spot me rightttttt. that cutie in yellow on the right :) ha kidding. i wish to go back being a child again. life hasnt been too bad for me, but i wish something could change.  im kind of losing track of time, or was it cause i was too busy, till time just pass like that? anyway met up with the girls for a short lunch on tue :) heh it was really good to see them :) just random small chats here and there. fishes meeting in xms for dinner today. hmm i wished to go, or probably i could have went,. mum will probably just nag at me if i went, since i just came home from camp, and also i'm still sick. but oh well, break camp in the morning but i ended up sleeping my whole afternoon away. i think it's the med. hmmm idk how much med i took alr. i really hate taking medicine. they make m...

你们好 :)  Met up with cat in the afternoon ytd for a short lunch and catch up with him :) had manhattan heh and the food looks gooood right :P I love the fried mushroom hehe :D Heh thanks cat <3 thanks for being such a brother always caring for me :) always talking and giving me advices and comfortt me when I'm down or in a bad mood :) thanks for understanding so much too :) meet up soon again before you enlist! :)  the heirs is.. AHHHHH SO NICE!!!! OMG Kim Tan and Cha Eun Sang <333 Heh crazy girl bleh. Gonna meet up with them for lunch later yay :) 

Hi!  Yesterday was really a horrible day. Med started losing effect at 12 plus and I'm starting to burn again. Had to leave the meeting earlier but I just felt bad :/ because everyone was there then I left :( and thanks Liang Lin and Taiwen for doing my minutes for me >< so guilty :( but meeting went well I guess. We had to come up with a first event. Hopefully it will be fine! And wts I think I met a pedo when I was going home. Okay whatever.  Came home and slept till 7 and yeah I think my room is very hot haha. Woke up to do my minutes and send to everyone :) then I went to bed again. But I kept waking up every 3 hours haha. The first time I woke up at 12 plus, some pic was posted on the 22 dec chat. At 3 plus when I woke up, N was still awake so we talked for a short while :)  Ahhhh. I don't want to stay in bed again :( I got lots of things to be completed :( oh no. Will I have enough time? :( 

It's a Saturday morning :)  First day of holiday spending in school with the new excos for Cca meeting from 11-6 >< running a fever early in the morning boo. :( thanks so much ah. First day of holiday only leh. But I'm under controlled now, hopefully when the med lose it's effect, I will still be fine.  Heh on thur night when sis randomly wanted to take a pic with papa :)  Last day of sch on Friday :) school was pretty good without me having to bring any laptop :P heh it feels super super light :D so the last lesson, PEIY, we actually played childhood games like 老鹰抓小鸡, dog and bone, what time is it MrWolf and throwing of paper balls hahah :) really love that lesson but I excused myself from some to the games cause I couldn't stop coughing :(  Heh pics with sluts <3 Really gonna miss them so much during the holidays but I realise we are going out two days hahaha :) to adventure cove and BBQ!:) can't wait for it hehe. :) I promise to come back as a better per...

Heh :)  It's a Thursday night ^^ huiwen is happy because tmr is the last day of the sem! :) so on wed..  This was SVJJ outside the LT slacking cause no assignment for the year hehe. Really loving these girls <3  So we went strictly pancake for dinner and it was good. First time trying there hehe and it was super filling!! The 5 of us shared 3 plates but yet we didn't finish. Ohnoooo.  Went bugis after that, wanted to try blackball but I was too full to even eat anything >< really want to try it next time!! 11/12/13 was a really great day for me <3  Love ya people!! :)))  Stay happy ^^ have a safe trip :) 

大家好 :)  Wanted to post ytd but I was busy so here am I now posting on the bus home ^^ I feel slightly more free nowwwww omg I really love this feeling. So one last assignment for the year in two days :)) then it's considered holiday yay. :) made plans for myself ^^  So last week. On tue, when we had the last lesson with Ms Lavina cause Ms Seet Fun gonna teach us for arts for the rest of the sem. Thanks for being such a lovely and hyper teacher :)) really love you so much <3  Heh the whole class ^^  Wed:  Met Chanel cause she needed to pass me the stickys that penny gave us :) accidentally left it in the office the other day :/ so we had island creamery :) my first time trying and I had ping pong milo which actually taste quite good with the marshmallow :D thanks Chanel <3 thanks for helping so so much.  Had field supervision on thur :) I think Ms Rebecca was really nice :)) thanks to her for controlling the class or else I won't know what to do. But y...

Hi.  It's a Monday afternoon. A short post to start the week, before I appear here again at the end of the week.  Just as I was looking through my planner, I can't help but to feel ___. Idk what's the word to fill in but yeah just a hectic week ahead.  So there's LAECY and CDTP test next tue. Ah shit. This is going to stress the hell out of me. Haven't been doing my notes or revising, except probably half of CDTP. So I still have 1.5 more module notes to do. My fault. But let's go huiwen. I can do it.  Lapbook down by tmr. :) thanks girls for doing so much!! CHWB let's go. I promise to do more!! 3 more assignment due next week.  This thur, field supervisor coming down for lesson observation. OHNO. Please kids, please be nice to me alright? :( I'll be a good teacher and let y'all have fun.  two more weeks before holiday. I can do it. :) 

Hi peeeeps.  I HAVE A GOOD NEW FOR YALLLL.  I GOT INTO EXCO FOR MY CCA :D hehehe my cold lame jokes talent works HAHAHA. More commitments but let's go huiwen. :) I believe it will be worth it :) and fun ^^  Jug cake bought by sis <3 durian for dad loves it, and Oreo because wenwen loves it <3 XIE XIE NI JIE JIE.  My eyes are like closing alr. No huiwen. 

DINNER TONIGHT :D  it was niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hehe with nice person :)  was supposed to have a chichat session with cca advisor till like super late, but since it ended early, so i just went for dinner :) hmm okay something malu that i want to say.. dont judge me k. i've actually nv interact with so many guys in poly before... :/ omg. seriously. this is making me socially awkward. ahaha anyway it's just shortlisted la. so that means.. i may be rejected.. LOL which is quite expected i think. everyone was so loud-spoken. :/ and me.. as usual lor.  anyway yay, time to settle downnnn :) huiwen gogogo!! and val took a video of my K2 kids HEHE. attachment was chaotic today. seriously damn bad. omg i'm actually worried for next week. but no. i must do well.  byebye. 

this will be the first and last time ever. doing such last minute work. i need to stop thinking that things will go wrong, so i can spend lesser time on it. Chiling is right, i must tell myself that i will only do once and no more. i spend alot of time thinking while doing but i always end up doing it again because i feel like my quality of work isnt there. anyway 2.5 more weeks of school. i have no idea what's wrong. really. i'm not motivated anymore. when people used to come and tell me they aren't interested in school, i will always tell them to enjoy what they do, just pull through, it will be better eventually. but, to myself, i realised that advising is one thing, doing it is another thing. i will pull through this. i will. breathee. i need some time alone to think and review my goals, probably that might help me better. but nevertheless, thanks sluts *insert hearts* for always helping me so so much. jie jie men ai ni men duo duo. 2 hours of school, lets go.

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Sometimes words doesn't mean anything, feel it with your heart. Things can change. That's the most impt thing :) Heh first day of school. Oh my tiring :( sighpie. Thankfully it's BCR tmr!!!! So I can stay homeeeeee. Boo bye. 

Okay tmr is a Monday. Gonna get serious and no more holiday mood anymore.  Sat:  Heh met up with Sonia at dhoby for a lunch at ajisen :P really glad to see this girl again before she's flying off again :( loveeee you <3  After meeting Sonia, went to attend a church wedding :) hehe that's the heartware people :)) I think that church wedding is very simple but yet sweet :))) so cute hehe may the couple be forever lasting :)  So I went to buy this to go for the wedding and omg been ages since I wore something so tall and it's damn hard to walk I swear. Tortuous but oh well. Hahah. Todayyy Wanted to send Shihui off but we didn't >< have a safe trip my dear girl!!!! And heh prata with nao then we went cp library before coming my house :) talked to her and I felt better in some way :P Heh. Time to sleep. Jiayou huiwen. I hope I don't die. Goodnight :) 

WONDERFUL AND AWESOME MOVIE!!! was so excited for this to come when i watched hunger games on my way to malaysia in jan :) thankfully we got to watched it yay thanks people for going earlier to buy the tickets!! :)))  this was the four of us! :D yay awesome movie with awesome group of people! :D met nut and ivan at hg 1 this afternoon since they were there and attachment was so nearrrrr :) almost late but luckily we didnt. ended up shihui was late omg so sorrry :( the movie was kinda exciting that i scratched shihui oops sorry but yeah i like to sit beside her becauseeee whenever im scare, i can hold onto her hehehe. thanks for eating dinner with me too!!! :D GET WELL SOOON. *insert hearts* this pic was taken before i left the centre :) isnt this boy cute? :))) i realised i didnt take pic with any of the kids before, or maybe i wasnt bonded with them..? awk. okay sorry i'll try my best okay :( anyway im going back tmr to implement and try. huiwen ah huiwen br...