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Why is it Monday again. Sighhhh. This coming week gonna be a short but interesting week I guess :) gonna have lesson on Monday and Tuesday only heheh cause wed is a PH, attachment on thur and NP celebrating 50 on Friday so no one gonna have lesson :) but then that means make-up lessons. So I'm gonna end school later on Monday and start school earlier on Tuesday ): My to-do-list is still not cleared ): and pages of stuff is waiting for me to read them haha > Monday- gonna go nex with Valerie to buy headbangs for the girls for Tuesday :) Tuesday- it's a retro dayyy woohoo so we are gonna dress retro hehehe I sort of chose what I'm gonna wear and quite a few tell me it is retro :) and also mentoring interview on tue! :) hope I get it! (Everyone is like so busy with their cca except for me who's still looking for one :/) Wed- public holiday oh yessss but have plans with the game planner group heheh ^^ Thur- attachment!! I hope it will be fine :) and probably di...

Helloooooo! :) I bought a pair of slippers today hehehe and it's different design on different side :P hehehe I hope it's not weird but it's okay I'm always weird right :P I went to study with cat today haha cause I knew I couldn't focus at home ): and this sucks. But I have convince myself to study alr and I'm gonna make into local U. Oh I'm thinking of taking sociology next time but well there's 3 more years for me to discover my path~ I guess the only one that can make changes is only myself. I just feel like staying up for the whole night tonight stoning. But I know I will regret tmr cause I still have work to do >

hiiiiiiiii! :) finally its a friday haha! :P weekend is hereeeeeeee to.. study LOL. to make up for slacking for the past few nights haha >< i still have 2 assignments to do or maybe more hahah >< dancesport today was okay ba just height and weight haha! i shall keep my comments and not share it here. gonna start the official lesson 2 weeks later due to NP 50 next friday hehe! lesson gonna extend to make up for the one we miss haha! lesson today was okayyy and i got the location for our weekly attachment! :) its at the big soccer field there near hougang 1 hahah so i guess its still quite near for me la :) and i went home with valarie today!! :) i like going home with people if not the journey home is so siannnnnnn. but i always go home aloneeeee ): okay gonna go for mentoring and leo club so shall try next weekkkkk. goodbyeeeeeeeeee.

I'm glad that I didn't expect hahah :)) today was such a boring dayyyyy. Shouldn't have even gone to school. I took 1 hour plus bus ride just to listen to 15 mins of talk.. Wow. But something to be glad is I bought the other textbook alr :) and that means more boring stuff > Completed one of my work today yay :) so I'm left with 2 more hahah! Im still not adapting to the long bus rides :/ I feel so tired after taking them and I don't study after I reach home :/ this is bad. Really bad. My goal is to go into uni and yes I can do it. Really must make the effort to do something about myself already! Gonna know the place of weekly attachment tmr :) I hope I get one that's really near, even better if it's the one at my house downstairs :P heheh! And dancesport tmr!! Woohoo excited :D and a day without laptop like finalllly :D Gooodbyeeee :)

Helloooooo :) I'm so tireddddd. Can't help but to feel really tired everyday after I reach home. Bus journey is really draining me ): but so far still no regrets laaaa hahah :) shall talk about ytd first :) had our first IT lesson ytd!! I'm really bad at computer haha > For todayyyyy.. We had IT lesson too :) where we learn many functions of Microsoft 2013 PowerPoint which was pretty cool!! ^^ hehehe had child development tutorial which is quite alot of discussion heheh. And lastly was philosophy& practise which was pretty boring :/ wanted to order the NP shirts today but there were seriously TOO MUCH people > Goodnight :)

Today is a happy day for me :D hehehe cause I met up and talk to alot alot alot of people heheh! ^^ but actually not alot la :P firstly, first day of lesson! :D it was kind of okay and I didn't fall asleep k :) actually won't de la cause we have to fill in blanks and for me, I will type out some impt notes that the lecture say~ tutorial was hmm okay.. Cause just watching video and share our thoughts :) laptop is a burden. Probably I'm gonna get those smaller laptop case :) I love Mondays cause I end school pretty early :D hehehe!! So I stayed with my class girls for lunch but I left for ambush at 130 haha :) I got to know my classmates better and I think they are really really nice people!! :D talked to Adrian and the staff there as I really miss them so much!!! Then went to find shihui and nut to study hahah I just recap what was taught today and then I slacked hahah! :P And and and I got my s&w results alr!!! :D I got in dancesport hahah! Okay this is pretty weird c...

Finallyyyyy lesson gonna start tmr :D I'm looking forward to it heheh :P but that means work gonna comeeee hmm will really do the best for everything :D I must rmb the goal I set for myself :) tmr is consider quite a short day for me cause there's only 4 hours of lesson heheh ^^ jiayou huiwennnnn :)))

had ambassador interview todayyyy and oh man :/ i was late. such a bad impression i guess sigh. but oh well, whats over is over. the results will be out like tuesday next week so i really hope for the best but aiya i told myself to not expect much alr so i shouldnt think too much toooooo~ had dinner with some of the NY peopleeee so nice to see themmm but whenever i talk, somebody/s voice will always cover over mine >< haha. idk why my tutorial notes cant open ohmannnnnn. but anyway thankssssssssssss :D goodnight :)

Course orientation today :) heheh! So we went for industrial visit to PCF pioneer kindergarten :) I think it's really cool haha :) and the kids were so cute!!! :D like they will draw the big shark that was on the storybook haha :) the teaching way is really cool I think :) heheh so I met my classmates today! :) we are going to have the same class for 3 years :) and also bought one of the ECH textbook today and it's really big and bulky and heavy > Actually after hearing the lecturer talk about scholarship, I'm having a second thought. :/ I want to go uni but in afraid the 2 years bond will stop me from pursuing it > Goodnight!

Last day of orientation today >

Day 2 of orientation :D first we went for facilities tour :) so we went around the school and played games then our senior will tell us more about the places :) so now I kinda know where my lectures and tutorial will be at already! :D had butter cereal fried rice from makan place! Faye (one of the leader) say it was nice heheh I think it tasted not bad :) after that we had to learn how to make flower balloons cause we are going out for a charity drive tmr :) and I suck at it seriously. We need to make 5 petals and everytime the balloon will burst at the fourth petal.. Which make me so pissed. I seriously dislike doing the balloons haha. I think I will be doing the candy balloon instead tmr ba :) heheh and need to perform tmr.. My god I hope I don't mess up everything >

HELLO :D First day of orientation :D the morning jam was really bad :/ was late for orientation but alot people late also so nvm la :P heheh I think I'm quite lucky today haha :) Javier (ting) was actually like two person in front of the queue for the shuttle bus hahah! So I sat with him on the bus and we just talked if not the bus journey would be so boringgggg. Evelyn was in the same bus as well! :D but weile waited for me even though I was late haha > I like my sub group :D cause they are all very nice girls :) there were two group leaders and they are really nice too :) and very cute hahah :) oh and one is from my course! :) so I just asked her more about the course and she say need write alot of essays and make alot of observation >

HELLOO!! :D WOOOHOOO IM STARTING SCHOOL TMR :D like finally and I'm so happy :)) heheheh today was a great day spent with family :D I realise I neglected my parents quite alot cause I'm always working on Sunday > Shall take the 735 shuttle bus tmr!! Hope that I won't be late ba >

Hello!! :) Met Peijun for breakfast at 8 this morning heheh :) and luckily we make it in time for speech day haha. Almost didn't go in cause our attire wasn't that formal :P hmm it got kind of bored cause there were so many prize presentation ): but actually I was interested in Gillian's speech haha but it was the last. But good things are meant to be for the last I guess :) her speech was really good haha :) and congrats Gillian!!! :D slowly met the rest but homecoming was kind of bored but I like to see familiar faces :) collected our O cert too heheh :) thanks ms Wong for the testimonial!! :) Had early dinner with partial fishes at Long John and it turn out to be some homework session after awhile haha! I'm really looking forward to see my course lecture notes so I have things to study when I'm with them next time!! :D heheh :) today is really a good day though :) shall sleep early cause gonna go ikea with aunt family tmr~~ goodnight :)

Last day at ambush todayyyyy! Hmm honestly I'm quite sick of working already and I'm really looking forward to school start!! :D just hope that nothing makes me not look forward after next week~~ gonna miss all the staff esp Beth misty and dino ): and shah cause I think I talked to her much more since I came back from Malaysia~ not to forget the managers too hahah! :) but actually doesn't feel like I'm leaving cause maybe ill continue to work again when I'm more stable in poly~ Ferlicia and Andy came to eat today he's! :) and they went Thomson for supper haha wanted to join them but it was quite late so I couldn't ): hahah. But nice to see them though :) had lunch with shihui today at hot tomato!! :) I had dory fish with chips while shihui had chicken chop with aglio olio~ and it come with free flow drinks for the student specials :) the food was pretty nice!! :D hehehe! :) and we had lava cake for dessert! :D hehehe :) homecoming tmr and I think I should ...

Hello! :) The report today turn out to be fine yay!!! :D finally all these come to an end after like 4 months plus haha :) mum treated us Pizza Hut hehehe. And I finally had my fish and chip!! :D so niceeee yummmm. :)))) heheh full day and probably last second day of work tmr! :) I think I want to settle down in poly first before I work again :) oh and idk what to choose for sport&wellness >

HELLOOOOOO! :D the programme today was kind of awkward at first.. cause everyone seems to be coming in groups and i seems like a loner, but luckily i talked to the girl next to me who became my friend haha! but really thanks to andy who brought me to lect 22 if not i think i will be lost haha >< i couldnt find the main entrance when i wanted to go home haha >< so played some games and had some talks which i think was okay la pretty useful though :) skipped the heritage tour which was supposed to go little india and chinatown. cause i dont really feel like going and it wasnt compulsory too~ collected S&W shirt too :) which i think is pretty big but no choice cause they ran out of S and XS. and i came home and napped more than 2 hours i guess >< really tired. i think i will die when my orientation start next week haha >< k lets pray that the report will be fine tmr k. goodbye :)

Hello! :) Gonna go school tmr for international student programme! :) actually idk if I'm excited for it or not lol! But yeah hope it will be fun :) must wake up at 6 tmr hahah I think should be able to wake up lol! Work was okay today ba. Just that something embarrassing happened. And we closed super early today haha! Cause there were no customer~~~ shall go home bathe and sleeeep! Bye :)

Hello!! :D Work was pretty okay today haha! :) was the runner at night (if you dk it's just the person who serve the food) like finally I had the courage to do it hahah! Cause normally I will tell them I can't do it~ but business was pretty much busier than past sunday haha > And a pic of me and Aderic haha! I took it to send to shihui just now HAHAH!

Hello! :D I'm on my way home from the turf club now :D cause parents wanted to listen to getai there so I just followed since I nv go before :P I think getai very funny hahah! Though I can only understand only the basic cause of the dialect >

Hello! :) Rest day today yay :) just nuah on bed till like 11 plus in the morning #goodlife HAHAHAH I think I can only do so for just a week or so alr :P but last time was horrible cause of those annoying cockroaches! I don't get how those annoying things come to my house. But thankful dad caught it this morning alr yay! :D went jogging with charm Gillian and Sermin today!! :D heehe I like to see people :) had some random chats and I really miss them alot! > Nights!

Hello hello! :D Worked at shoe shop today hehe! Cause they needed people~ super long didn't go there but work was pretty okay la :) I'm really super excited for school to start!! After next week and school gonna start!! Everytime when I see kids, I will tell myself that 'oh I'm gonna work with kids soon' hmm kind of scary cause what if I meet those that's like super noisy and probably hate me for no reason! Kids are weird sometimes just like my youngest cousin LOL! Plan for tmr is jog with charm they all yay! :D shall sleep before 1130 tonight or maybe latest 12 ba :) nights!!

Good news! :D timetable is out!!! :D yessss luckily acs told us if not I wouldn't have know it hahah! So I think my timetable was pretty good compared to the rest haha! Me and mona both just need to go school for 4 days a week :) he's having off on wed while I'm having it on thur woohoo :D Aderic have his lesson starting from 9 everyday but he end school at 1 for 3 days so I think his timetable have its good and bad points haha! :) IM REALLY EXCITED FOR SCHOOL NOW AND IT SEEMS SO NEAR ALR :D So I went taka for work today hehe! :) quite enjoyable cause I was slacking haha! :P it's funny how chef sng communicate with the managers no matter where he is haha! :) and I like to put Choco syrup on brownie :P Vanessa was nice enough to let me do it and I drew a pig on one of the customer's brownie! :D and also a new part timer is called huiwen! Hahah so cool! Ambush got so much people which similar names haha! :) super full today!! :) hope work will be fun tmr! :) my plan...

But I was wrong. Didn't work today but I end up doing quite alot of housework >