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Yoooohooo :)  Wednesday was a crazy and enjoyable day in sch hehehe with a super super full stomach during lesson :P had a full meal and black glutinous rice as dessert :D super nice and it's my fave hehehe I really need to weigh myself soon ah HAHAHAH. But I don't care lol :P I think I will still eat alot hehehe so much food that I want to try in Makan place heheh :P had a good chat w the lecturer too :P hahaha and went home w val :) and then took the same bus as val's friend and Jega :) which they happen to be sec sch friend hahaha! Singapore is small :P embarrassing thing was I couldn't recognise Jega hahaha :P I didn't know Jega live near me hahah fail omg but it was nice catching up w him :)  High stress level on every Wednesday night ): booo. I wasn't looking forward to attachment ): I love the kids but I dread the assignment after it. And grandma came heheh :))) nice chat heheh me like random family bond session *insert heart shape* Hehehe my...

Yooooo! :)  I'm on the shuttle bus now to sch hehehe! Really thankful for the shuttle bus <3 more comfortable seats and shorter travelling time compared to public transport :)  Monday- the day I love the most cause it ended the earliest :P hehehe but stayed back to discuss EEPP w groupmates. Really thankful for them <3 really nice and efficient people!! So one assignment down :) HHEHE so while doing work at ourspace72, I got some food hehehe :)))  This is damn nice!! :) New York cheesecake w brownie!! :) and it's quite big in portion too!! Super full after eating >< I love cheesy and milky food :D one sad thing of the day was I couldn't get to join TCP :/ sighpie. I want it ): but I guess I just have to work hard next year ba.  So ytd was a long dayyyy. Went to sign the tuition grant (subsidies school fee) w parents in the morning >< super shag and tired. Idk why, and I almost slept in PPCM. The lesson wasn't boring but I just couldn't keep myself ...

yoooohoooo :) im back to blogging hehee but that doesnt mean i'm very free haha. i'm just too distracted to even get back to my assignments :/ good news is that i'm kind of done with my FP assignment hehe which is to come up with 10 transition activities, so im just left with referencing for that assignment. plagiarism sucks. idk how to do referencing and honestly im damn scare of the plagiarism thingy. probably get some help from the lecturers regarding referencing tmr :) and tomorrow is a monday! :D i love mondays cause it end at 1 but got to discuss EEPP tmr :/ ohman thats another hard assignment that idk how to do. but thankfully i have good groupmates hehe ^^ that was us oovoo-ing last night. :) thought that we could finish it but we couldnt ): oovoo is good for discussion heheh :D i hope i can clear my assignment ASAP so at least if i meet any troubles, i can seek help early hehe. i'm stuck at PPCM cause idk what to do >< ohcrap. heheh and met claire...

Oops I realise I didn't publish what I posted ytd so here you go hehehe :) but I'm on the bus to meet Claire now hehe  yoyoyo! huiwen is still kinda in her PMS mode, so forgive her if she rage or complain too much. went for a jog this evening, an attempt to regulate my emotion haha. idk if the term is use correct oops. shall apply what i learn to real life hehe ^^ huiyan said that slow jog will help to lose weight, so i slow jog for idk how long but i ran 3km hehe :) really eat super much in poly so have to do smth about myself haha! but something that made my mood better was that i got into the NDP volunteer hehe! need to commit myself every sat from next sat onwards, but gonna go to kindergarten for volunteer next sat so need to skip my first session for the NDP event. kind of excited for it now hehe! ^^ started on my assignments today hehe so yes huiwen will do it!! ytd was kind of fun hehe to meet up fishes haha! i really didnt expect so many to turn up cause there was ...

yooooooooo.  screw up for HOT interview. im kind of 70% sure that i wont be able to get it :/ i know its just an interview and i should chill but i embarrassed myself too much in the interview that idk if i should cry or laugh seriously. well done huiwen. ahh just wait for results out ba. if i get in, i will be really happy. if not, then its okay, im just going to accept the fact that im not suited to lead. went back to ambush ytd with weile and aderic hehe! ambush is niceeeee :) actually i miss working but then i still prefer studying to working :P   thats me and chiling today hehe! met earlier to do our EEPP assignment which im quite glad that we roughly know what to do, so really hope that we finish this week and not delay it till next week. after all, submission date is on 3 june :/   hehehe lunch at poolside today!! :))) pig mode is out omg >< ate super much today. But I found a really nice drink :) hehe pure vanilla which is ac...

yooohoooo! :) didnt go to school since its elearning and there's no CDEV lesson!! :) i like to stay homeeeeee! :) at least i can do things at my own pace and also there's no need to travel till NP haha :) so i left w one elearning essay which i think i will do at night ba! :) or maybe later hehe gonna go ambush w weile later! ^^ hehehe fooood :) HOT interview tmr! i hope i dont screw up anything >< honestly, im quite scare :/ cause i scare i forget all my info halfway in the interview :/ okay nvm, i will just go and do my best! jiayou huiwen!! really have to try to finish all the assignment already, i only have the whole of next week to finish before submission >< actually im really quite scare:/ suddenly so many doubts w the assignment oh no so pray we can get the teacher's reply soon so that the doubts are cleared. i hope i wont screw poly. i really want to enter uni. and im still considering if i should retake my O english :/ argh. english again. bye!

HIIII! :D had mentoring orientation today! it was pretty okay hehe just that i feel tired now haha cause we had to walk alot and its like around NP, and also we even walk opposite to school to the tennis court there! so i'm going to melrose which is next to NP on every tue from 630-830 :) wanted this place cause i end sch at 6 every tue so i guess it is more convenient for me also :) and my group are those that's going melrose so i made new friends today hehe! ^^ and guess what!! Seryun is in this cca too but she's in the amk one haha :) taiwen is in mentoring too! :D now im excited for the first session hehe! ^^ had some goals in my mind today! #1. become a centre head or asst centre head #2. get into the committee of mentor (im planning to keep to this cca till year 3) #3. get into HOT (hms outreach team, my interview is this coming wed! i hope i dont screw it up >< ) #4. get into the christieara programme (probably only next year i can try if i can get the ...

Helloooooo :)  TGIF! And it's elearning next week but no difference la, I have to go sch on 3 days. Actually I thought it was 4 days but cause its Vesak day on friday heheheh! :D went to interview the teacher today for EEPP assignment cause there was no FP tutorial this week hehe. Really want to clear my assignment soon. I don't want to last min panic attack. Had dancesport today! :D it's fun la hahaha we learn both waltz and chacha today hahaha I prefer waltz :P cause its like a slower pace but v tiring cause of the hand position >< and I saw Weile today hehe she asked me if I wanted to go back ambush haha but I couldn't la >< I think I'm gaining weight in poly sia >< forever hungry one and keep eating and eating :/  Gonna have my first cca tmr :) just orientation to meet other mentors and bond w them heheh :D    This was a pic that I saw on insta this week and I think it's really a good act. Ways of people showing love!  ...

I wonder what just happened to me. Suddenly everything just came crashing on me and I can hardly take it anymore. Probably it's just pms that's making things so bad. Sigh. But random chat w Gillian just now made me feel really really much better. Thanks girl <3 I feel that it's long since I really open up to someone. I wonder if its good or bad. I need someone to be there for me.  Oh well, attachment tmr! Kinda stress up for tmr cause I have to observe alot of things for 2 of my assignments and probably do the interview tmr or smth. Jiayou huiwen! Oovoo was fun just now heheh w bat, jx and nettie!! :D it would be even more fun w more people I guess! :)  Good weather to sleep goodnight :) 

Hellooooo :) Heheh on the bus to school now! :) everytime I pass xms, I will just think bout how school used to be so so so near that I can even walk to school. Now it's just too far. I have to leave house 1.5 hours before lesson start because I'm scare I will be late :/ and it's crazy in poly cause if you're late, you're consider absence >< but I'm slowly getting used to the long bus journey :) I'm better at sleeping in the bus hahaha okay that sound funny to me. But yeah when you sleep, the journey seems to be shorter! :D    Hehee that was me and my classmates eating sakae ytd at west mall heheh ^^  I love this week!! Cause 5 hours of lesson is cut down from the normal timetable cause its consultation for IT and there's no FP tutorial this week :))) but yeah there's assignments to do also hahah. The hard part about assignment is that idk how to start :/ so it's pretty bad. 10 transitions is bothering me cause idk what should I plan.. :/ o...

HIIII ALLLL :D i guess i just have to be contented w whatever i have :) poly have been great so far i guess :) im really glad that my classmates are really nice people :)) actually it feels weird to see guys now cause i've really been seeing girls and most girls only everyday haha but yeahhh sometimes i take the same shuttle bus w pps friend and xms friend :) im glad for many many things now. glad that i didnt choose jc because im sure i cant cope w all the stress and everything :/ and im glad that i didnt get into accountancy. im happy w what im studying now, although there's really far too much essays to submit :/ i hated english but now its writing writing and more writings so i guess i have to start loving english again. suddenly, all the assignments just came and there's 3 to be submitted 3 weeks later so i guess i have to complete it soon cause it makes up like 30% of GPA so cant afford to screw anything! dancesport!! hehe first lesson turn out to be good :) but it...

HELLOOO :) didnt really have the time to blog for the past few dayysssss cause its tiring whenever i reach home and i tend to just slack the time off so i can sleep and wake up and the cycle repeats :P heheh second attachment today!! :D i can say that today was a much much better session where i pluck out my courage to interact w the kids more :) hehehe actually being a early childhood educator wasnt as bad as what i thought last week. so i'll see how attachment goes before i start to decide which path am i going to take :) heheh I LOVE FRIDAYYYY :D cause its just one hour of lesson then S&W!! :D so im going to have my first official dancesport lesson tmr!! :D im really v excited!! im getting better at adapting in poly already so glad now heheh! and i got the mail today that i got into mentoring so yes i will do my best there tooooo! :) so pics nowwww hehehe cause im in a class of girls, taking pics is just an everyday thing hahahahaha my group for written communication ...

I slept for like probably 22 hours out of 24 hours ytd > So I shall start w attachment on thur!! The kids are pretty adorable!! :) hehe I took a K2 class and I think they are quite smart alr :) but it's tiring to look after kids. Went to meet 06 girls to study before meeting fishes for dinner hehe ^^ nice dinner :) and really glad to see fishes :) had DFF on Friday night and HMS was the champ!!! Congrats Byeee.

It sucks to feel alone in this situation. Someone please come back soon :'(

HELLO PEOPLE :) Shall do a short blog post before I sleep :D hehehe today is a Wednesday and I have the thinking that today is a Friday cause it just feels like one :/ hahah but aiya same cause no more lesson for the week!! :) attachment tmrrrrrr and I'm having mix feelings hahah! I'm excited but then scare also because this is my first time also AHAH but thankfully val and munling is in the same centre as me :) so probably I will feel more comfortable? :) Went to study with charm, Gillian, Claire and Sermin today heheh ^^ I think it was productive for me la cause I only join in their convo at times :) I miss themmmmm!! We used to study tgt just that short period before O start hahah! Oh and I just realise that there's kids meal in Wendy's hahaha! Hmm and dad repaint my room today!!! :) I don't really like the colour but nvmmmm hahaha :P really thankful for him :) I think mentoring interview went well so I hope results will be what I want too :) it was retro d...