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hehe that pretty sums up my day! ^^  wanted to meet that girl at serangoon to change to circle line to bugis, but due to miscommunication, she thought that we were taking purple line all the way. so we ended up meeting at woodleigh :P took train to Little India and change 960 to bugis junction :) weren't hungry so we decided to just walk around first :) thirsty me got a honeydew drink and yucks omg it tastes really bad. like slight bitter taste as though the honeydew skin were blended in too :/ so yan suggested a food stall which turn out to be "i love taimei". i always see this but i never had the chance to try it so we bought a set today :) bbq chicken chop + sweet potato (side dish) + super caramel milk (drink) = $8.40. and we upsize the drink so is additional 80 cents :) the serving is very big, probably for 2? so its better to share :D its really goooood :)  so we just walked around to shop :) for people that knows me/ go shopping w me before, y...

漂流着一千年都过了我在海里头   有一种见不到你就不回去的念头    漩涡中听见耳边的风微微颤抖   沧海桑田　黑夜白昼~  我随着时间的方向一圈圈打着转   你会不会找到我将要在哪里靠岸   如果有一天　撞伤一个小缺口   我怕　沉入海底~~ 漂流瓶 is playing on radio! :D this song is really nice!!!! hehe  my eyes feel so swollen now. :( i didnt cry okayzxc. i think its the contacts or probably lack of sleep :( i couldn't sleep last night boo. had lunch with that pig before going school today! :D ajisen at nex! hmm okay la the food still okay ba~ food is the only thing that wakes her up HAHAH. went school to do smth heheh mission on the actual day *smirk* i hope it will be a success :P i tried to take bus to botanic then take train home but i realised it was probably just 10 mins faster? so i think i will just take bus home next time hehe. OH AND I JUST GOT MY MAIL AND IM IN YPC HEHEH :D means more commitments but i will do my best!!!!!!!! actually im free therefore im busy too hahah. okay i dont make sense. but its just cause i got no commitment, so...

"having the bravery to face your difficulties is the hardest step; working through the problem is often easier than you think. the first step is always the hardest." something i saw today :) i really love all these quotes/advice because it makes me reflect on myself alot. so i went back to ambush to work today :) i feel really happy when i see someone familiar :) the environment there is nice hehe but some people just.. k i shall not bitch about anyone. everyone have different character and working style~~ but i really almost almost died omg. thankful to misty, catt and nicole if not it would be so so so much worst!! adrian worked till 3 only today. i think i'm waking up with aches tmr huiwen is so lousy. actually it's good to work during holidays to gain experience, to have a feel of how society is. and the different types of people you might encounter next time. in future, even if you see someone that you dont like/clashes with you, you have to adapt and chang...

posted the 20 facts about me ytd! :) if you're curious, you can go to my instagram or my twitter to see it :) today is the most tiring day i ever had in the holiday. i came to a conclusion that my brain and body go into a holiday mood when i'm having holiday :/ went for a habitute workshop (habit and attitude) organised by NPYA (ngee ann youth academy) hehe i think it was pretty okay la, just that i know most of the stuff alr, because i learn from it during the self discovery camp the other time round. oh and i met terence today too!! he was in the same workshop as me hahaha! damn qiao! i made new friends today too :D quite glad to know another ECH person!! cause is like we can talk about many things in our own course heheh ^^ i just feel super cold the whole day boo :( I think im gonna sleep sooon goodnight!

okay no pic for today. im feeling lost now omg because alot of things is out to place. okay ignore me. going school tmr for the workshop :) and silly me thought that CCA resume tmr ._. when it's actually next tue. but i get to come home early so its okay la. and suddenly, a trial run pop out of no where. but im going for it :) so i spent my day by roaming around :P i went nex library to read my book hehe wanted to borrow the fault in our stars but its either on loan or on reserve list :( guess i have to wait. or if yall have the book, then tell me and lend me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee. oh and last night, i went youtube to search for songs in the girl in pinafore and the videos were good :)))) and i realise the mv is part of the movie and i didnt know they were twins omggg. it's reallly goood to me la heh. k shall sleep soon byeee.

ITS A SUNDAY and tmr is a monday again. that means one week of holiday is goneeee. i have rested but it's never enough muahaha greedy girl here.  so had buffet lunch with paternal side relatives (this is a super rare gathering). i usually spend more time with my maternal side relatives. things are just tooooo different there. and its pretty boring cause im like the second oldest thereeeeeee. kids just cant get their eyes off technology :( dad told us about the buffet last week and i was really curious how does the buffet work cause its chinese food, and there isnt sushi and it isnt steamboat or bbq style. and soooooooo, i got my answer today :) its like tzi char but then its free flow tzi char HAHA.  food was pretty goooooooood :) sis didnt took alot of pic but i think we had more than 20 plates hehe and I LOVE DESSERTS YUMZ :D  hehe the melon sago is super super niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! :D busy week ahead so goodbyeeeee :)

HELLO EVERYBODY today is the most meaningful day in this holiday haha the day i enjoyed and relaxed the most :P before meeting slutty VJJ (oops this sound weird but its nothing new for a all-girls-class), went nex to find pj and nut and their friend is so pretty!! yan called and said they're going karaoke so i chiong down to find them hehe 3 hours for $15 which i think quite okay ba the price :O really went crazy and i love singing k. i actually had a crazy thought of going k alone this week :P met val and we went to buy some finger food before going into the theatre :P luckily we werent late for the movie hehe. AND I TRIED SOMETHING NEW TODAY WHICH IM NOT SAYING HERE. oh and for the first time, popcorn actually tastes goooood :) And the movie was great to me!!!! catch it soon peeps if you like local film :D really enjoyed my night with them <3 because this is something i seldom do esp on a Saturday night. :)  coincidentally me and qi wore almost same style hehe....

hehe does this photo looks familiar? if yes, then hello stalkers. :)  since it's holiday, that means i wont have new photos, unless i take selfie LOL but i dont think i will la,but even if i do, i wont post it here muahaha. that was taken at genting starbucks :) the previous time when the whole family went KL tgt! had a really good time there with foooood :D yumz.  oops sorry if i mention something that i shouldnt mention in my blog haha. i guess charma know what i am talking about :P anyway i kinda love starbucks now haha but it's quite ex, so i wont go so often :P and i realised caffeine will lead me to having headache :/ so probably staying away from it. siannnnnn i think i stayed home for like 4 out of 5 weekdays alr. not that i dont want to go out, but mum is just... urgh. i'm 17 already. and i dont get why is she still controlling me so much. in the past, yes i dont go out so often because i understand that you want me to stay home, but now, why cant i ...

"though your heart be heavy and your body bruised and your purse empty, and there is no one to comfort you - hold on. just as you know the sun will rise, so also believe that your period of misfortune must end. it was always so." started looking through all the old photos in my phone :) this was me and jun hehe :D plan for today was supposed to be buy a drink in starbucks and read a book there. but oh well, relative came (girls will understand this). so i just stayed home and nuah. my dream was so weird omg. kinda happy when there wasnt cramps in the morning, and then it came in the afternoon. i almost died. like really. i hate that feeling, the pain just spread from your abdomen to your legs. and your legs will cramp and slowly feeling weak. the pain will just not go away. i thought i could endure the pain by just sleeping so i didnt want to take panadol (it's really bad i know) but ended up i still pop a panadol and finally got some rest. this monthly thing is ...

an old pic but i still love this pic very much. honestly, i'm not those girls that love balloons alot because i'm super scare that they will burst, but still it makes me happy i guess :)  pre-menses swing. okay this is bad and i dont want to feel this way :(  saw the news regarding the genting accident and i just feel very sad. so many lost their life just like that. life is really unpredictable. those people probably were on a holiday and yet that was their last holiday. just hope the rest will survive through it. i remember a few years ago, there were many accidents happening during that period of time, at the same place and whenever i'm going to genting, there will be this fear in me. because i'm scare what i dread most will happen. let's just hope that such accidents wont happen anymore :/  cant really rmb what i did today. probably just did some hands on stuffs and slack. in the previous long holiday, i kept hoping for school to start soon be...

hello dajia :)  since it's holiday, i shall make a habit to post everyday k :) to let y'all know how i spent my holiday and probably a break for yall after studying to read my blog :) this was monday (ytd)  it really feels damn good to not wake up at 630/640 to catch the shuttle bus. actually i know i can wake up slightly later but because i'm always afraid that i will be late, so me being the "kanchiong spider" will just wake up early :P and ofc for breakfast too. hehe food wont leave my life :P  ARE Y'ALL PROUD OF ME?!   Actually nothing much too :P i made coffee-milo dinosaur iceblend (okay this is weird) but it tastes super good okay. probably i'm a potential chef HAHA. (no link here)  so i spent my monday packing my wardrobe :) finally cleared those top/bottom that i'm not going to wear. and as usual, i found alot of school-related/voluntary-work related top. mum always think that all those are unnecessary shirts, but i ...

My official first day of sem break hehe. Was a great day spent with awesome people <3 and I like to see familiar faces :)  In the morning, went Peijun house to make the vid for Shihui and it was really funny :)) I like her house hehe  Then was on the way to amk and I saw bless!! :) took the same bus as her :) talked to her and I hope she will do well for o!! :) jiayou k!!  Then met nut at amk :) it's nice to go out with him and I realise I haven't really seen him for some time (exclude last week fishes outing)  Went nex and meet pj and Gillian hehe before we went for macs and then to watch the band performance :) they were good!! And I like the songs they play :D  Today (Sunday)  Had ikea breakfast in the morning!! :) ah life's pretty good now <3 I like. I really don't mind to just eat and sleep through the holiday :) but hehe it's time to change myself for the better :P took a nap and read the book that Chiling lent me :) I went for a jog too okay!!!...

HELLO IT'S SHIHUI'S BIRTHDAY HAHAH.  Can you believe that all these selfie are taken by her when we meet up to study or eat? AND THERE'S STILL MUCH MORE.  I hope you had a great day today celebrating with your family! ^^ stay cute and cheerful k my dear girl :) and be positive :) YOUR LIFE SHOULD BE COMPLETED WITH ME AROUND HAHAHA. All the best in jc k!! Life may be tough but still you have to hang on to enjoy the sweetness in the future :) I'm feeling really lucky to have you in my life :)) feel free to talk to me k!! Haha now that you have 3G I can spam you MUAHAHAHA :D I love you <3 and hope you liked that video :D

hellooooo :) typing this post with peijun's mac hehe and im a lousy person at mac. and i decided that i wont ever consider mac for my laptop haha. too complicated for a simple-minded person like me :P exams were like.. shit i guess. actually it wasnt a difficult paper but then i guess i'm gonna screw up T.T im so so sorry :(((( sigh but then its over so i shall not think about it and enjoy my holiday! :D holiday has never felt so good before. poly may not be as tough as jc, but then in poly, every work is important and so we worked hard practically for the whole sem. so WE DESERVE THE HOLIDAY HAHA. i realise i dont really have a lot of commitment compared to everyone and soooo im super free hahaha but huiwen is gonna find some work to do and enjoy my holiday before i go back to the next sem. i promise that i will come back to be a better person next semester. and to all jc people, all the best for your promo and do well okay!! it actually does worry me when i see y'...

YAY EXAM IS OVER :)  I got nothing to do yet so much things to do at the same time HAHAH :P but first, let me post about fishes dinner on Sunday!! :D  Hehe it was a short meet up but still I really like the time spent with them <3 impromptu celebration for Shihui hehe :D hope she likes it!! :)  Fishes is considered the first clique, other than Ls, in xinmin :) wasn't that close to primary school people that's why I really treasure 02 alot :) the joys they brought to me really make my day :)) I'm glad to have them hehe though times the guys and girls will be doing different things. I really think the guys have changed for the better in poly HAHA. Probably more open and willing to talk to us :)) hope we will still be able to meet up often :D and no matter which school y'all in, I hope that everyone will do well and perform their best!! :D love you fishies <3 

hi people. im currently undergoing cognitive disequilibrium since i'm having the "headache feeling". boo i know im in no right to complain because jc is much tougher than poly but still i think im dying ): i cant seems to rmb the implications and all :( can someone lend me their brain capacity? boo. okay im just having a short break so bye. shall post about my week another day. probably after exam. and pray that i will be able to answer the question tmr. jiayou!

It's 142 now :) I shall sleep after blogging :) today was like one of the best day in the year :) I'm really glad that I volunteered myself for this event :)  Was one of the game station helper with Rebecca today :) the game was pretty cool :) like those thinking games where there's many locks and you have to search in the room to find things to unlock :) clearing up was abit yucks oops but heheh it was worth it!! :D  Has after party at warehouse and ABTM came!!! AHHHHH OMG HEHEH. :D went crazy hahaha but they only came for like probably 10 mins :(  So had debrief and pic time!! :D  Green shirt people are leaders so yeah that's my 4 awesome leaders who do things for us making everything so smoothly for our group <3  It's really the people that determines if something is fun :) and yes NDC3 is awesome :D one of the best group of people I've ever met :))) gonna miss them so much! After all, I spend many of my Saturdays with them.  Next event coming up. But...

K short post before I sleep. It's 1249 and its national day :D happy birthday Singapore!!  On wed, had dry run for NDC3 :) hehe we tried playing the amazing race so we could improves further on it :) shag but it was fun la ^^ had justacia with some of them and yumz I love the ice cream :D  And today (thur), my plan was to mug. Like honestly, even though its so no life. Because exams is next Thursday and I haven't revise anything yet. And this is bad. I hope I can finish studying everything. Doing notes is taking hell lot of time. And worse is, I don't absorb my notes. I need to study through once I finish it :/  Butttttttt.. Mum suggested to go this sushi buffet heheh. It's just $1.50 any plates!! And it's worth for small eaters like us :) was really happy okay even mum say I'm happy too :)  Honestly I think for sushi buffet, it will be better if we sat the way they give us the seat :) so everyone can get what they want on their own instead of troubling the one ...

Actually come to think about it, one semester pass really fast. Not long ago, it was first day of orientation. And now, it's the end of semester. I rmb how scare I was before I even enter poly, but charma told me 'just be yourself, so your friends will be of the same character/like you for your character' I couldn't rmb the actuall sentence alr. But this semester had been a great one :)  It was not easy to adapt to poly at first. Because of the super long bus ride (both my pri and sec sch were walking dist) and also the assignments. But glad to say, I've adapted to it :) I always believe that no matter what you do, just enjoy it. And I realised that its always the people around you that determine if you will have fun. And I have really nice people around me :)  First.. Was orientation :) there were 10 peeps I think, from all different courses in HMS :) and I was glad to have my classmates in my group :) OG mates are the first group of friends in poly :) at first, I ...