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Been long since I last posted. I'll talk about the recent Malaysia trip :)  Heh, back to malaysia to attend Luen and Eleen's wedding :D I really like it when family come together for a gathering :)  It was the first time being a bridesmaid and it was really very fun :D but sometimes, have to know the limit. The green green thing was super disgusting, I almost vomited when the brothers were eating it :/  But it was a good trip back to malaysia! :) wedding is a joyful occasion, and I want to get married too HAHAHAHAH. 

Hi all,  Sorry for the lack of updates.  Had a really good weekend :D  Celebrated anniversary with boyfriend at adventure cove in the day. Well, I would say it's a good experience, and it would have been better if I was braver. It rained, but it didn't make a difference since there wasn't lightning alert and it was a waterpark :)  Dinner was at this restaurant called NOX, and we dine in the dark. It was total darkness, just like dialogue in the dark. It was a really good experience, and worth the price :)  Had Christmas exchange at Nic's family gathering on Sunday :D it feels really nice when everyone is happy to see one another and the kids there were quite fun to play with :D  So here's a picture of us and the two little kids :D  Thanks for inviting me :D  Goodnight :) 

How silly of me. 

"It may be stormy now, but it can't rain forever." From the start of school till now, I feel like it's stormy for me, with occasional sunny day. None of any aspects of my life is going well. It's really none. This is too much for me, but I know I'm definitely stronger and better than this. 

Hello! :)  I'll start the post by sharing a photo first :)  This is really cute :')  11 November was Pepero Day! If you want to know more, Google it. Thanks yanyan for the love hehe. <3  Ms Mona brought in peanut plant for us during lesson to compare the taste between raw peanut and processed peanut.  I won't forget to take picture :P  Haha kidding. Actually, I'm quite thankful that I'm in this course because it's a really fun experience when the lecturer bring things for us to play. It feels like I'm reliving my childhood (I didn't have one). Not forgetting, my friends that I met here. 我真的很喜欢跟你们相处的时间，我爱你们 <3  ECH week, jiayou huiwen! 

Hi,  I'm really glad that I'm been surrounded by kind souls around me.  Firstly, boyfriend is definitely my "superman". Ok this sounds clinche, but I'm definitely not exaggerating. It has been countless times that he helped me with my work, taught me how to respond to different things/situations, brought the lost sheep (me) to her destination.  Yesterday he came to surprise me, which was totally out of my expectation. Thanks for giving me time alone when I needed, and for appearing when I need them too.  And today, he's my savior again. Omg thank you so so so much!!!  Next, it's my attachment friend. She's really selfless and I'm really touched by her so much! Thanks so much girl!! Even though I only know you for probably slightly more than half a year, I really really feel your love. Thanks for all the encouragement when I least expect them and for the help! :)  Lastly, not to forget yan, the one who has been constantly helping me in my poly life....

Hello :)  This week has been really really hectic. I've been reaching home at about 10/11 most of the days. I came to realise that I'm not someone that can handle huge commitments and stress. But thankfully, it's over :)  Started my morning volunteering at kampung play and it was really fun :) I like the games because they are quite unique? Hahahah. The children are really cute hehe.  Two of my favorite games :)  Anyway I'll be nice to myself to sleep now so goodnight :) sending Qing off tomorrow. 

Hehe, not to forget I spent my Thursday with boyfriend :)  I guess tuesday isn't a gf day anymore hahaha, but it doesn't matter cause everyday can be gf day :)  We had hotpot for dinner :D  Nic told me that he was an assistant manager on the bus and I laughed at him. I think this shop is really special because I'm an assistant manager now :P  Congrats on your promotion hehehe.  This was our soup, and it became liquid after 5 minutes :))  Us with all the ingredients which was presented in a special way.  And not forgetting their super cute dessert :))  I guess I'll patronize them soon again hehe.  Goodnight! :) 

hi gillian! :) I just saw your post. I hope that you will pass through the interview and get the joy of being a teacher :) It will definitely be a fun and enriching journey for you :) Meanwhile, study hard for A levels ok! It will be another 2 more days to the start, but freak not because you will be able to do it! :) Same goes to the rest, jiayou! :) hehehe week 2 of school had passed. wow. Is it me? Or the time pass really fast? It was a good week i would say..? Since assignment stress haven't got in more than 50% into me, but i was sick :( boo that sucks, but then i would say I had sufficient rest these few days :) School has been really good with sluts around :D And to end our Friday off, my nicest (bad) friend and I went to SP for llao llao even though I was still sick. It was quite disappointing but craving satisfied yay!  Small cup for me :D  HHEHE and she posted my picture yay! :D  Goodnight :) 

"Good morning ms huiwen" "Ms Huiwen come back already" "Ms huiwen cut hair" Hehee these were the things my children said when I entered the child care yesterday :)  Honestly I was tired and drained, not really looking forward to attachment. However, because of what they said, it made my morning and I was super happy for the day :D  It's surprising how the children can remember me, even after I cut my hair. And they said they prefer me to have long hair because "can tie pony tie then can swing my hair" :')  These children are really cute <3 one of the reason why I don't regret this field :) 

心理作怪

First week of school is over :D  And guess what made us happy on a Friday! :)  WOOHOO COFFEE BEAN HEHE.  Small things that make us both happy :)  First week of school hasn't been too bad, but each lecturer came in telling us the amount of work we have for this semester, which is kind of scary. Shall not complain or anything because we still have to finish them in the end. So I shall embrace it with a smile? Hahahaha.  This week has been full of ups and downs. I'm scared.  是不是被撕过的纸永远粘不回？ 就算粘回了，也回不到从前？ 那也是不是没有不会改变的事？ 还是我想太多了？ 累，乱。 

First day of school was filled with excitement and tiredness.  I've been resting at home for too much and too long, and I realised that going out to meet people and keep myself busy is the best way to lead my life :) though a little rest is never too much for me :)  This semester seems like a whole load of work to do, like 3 or 4 times more workload than the previous one. :/ but I will conquer them :)  Lesson from 9-6 is really super tiring plus brain dead. Hahahaha but glad that it's over :D 

So the next day after camp, I went out with this girl.  Kbox and our favorite llao llao :D I think I had llao llao with her for about 3 or 4 times this holiday but it's still so good every time we have it :)  Haven't seen her for a few weeks, and she's my happy pill. :)) I am happy when I go out with her cause we can eat many many food, talk about many many things Hehehehe.  Thanks girl, I love you :)  And as usual, we took a lot of photo. Hehe to get good lighting, go into a neoprint booth hehe. (She taught me that) 

Wanted to post this since Saturday but it's already thursday. Camp was really fun I think. Like I love the games and all, but because I didn't do much in the planning, I think credits go more to those that did.  Thanks for coming up with games that's so interesting and unique. And the boys for moving the logistics in the rain. It was really nice to interact with yall more during the camp :) hehe.  To my SM, thanks for being so cooperative and didn't give us much troubles :) really love you people hehe and hope yall had enough of my cold jokes heheeheh.  Other than the camp activities, this camp made me realise that how different everyone was. And that everyone's opinion really differ. Knowing the different ways to interact with people is important.  Lastly, it was a good charge for me. 5 days away from everything except cca, was good and I guess I needed those peace.