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HIHI! :) im back to work! :) selling perfume now at rivervale mall thanks to huiyan's recommendations! :D really really thankful :D the people there are really really niceeeeeeeee and i like to work there :D haven't really tried retail job except shoe shop, but this was good la. esp when huiyan is working with me, then i can talk to her, and sometimes chiling will just pop by and scare me :P i think i'm better at those perfumes now! i kinda like some smell, hehe those light light one :) so today, i was called to go bedok point for work till afternoon, and it was even quieter there, and the guy there is really nice :) heh, i like this job :D but sadly, this is not going to be long term. break tmr, and back to meeting. let's do all these meeting minutes properly and good. :) im happy! ^^ goodnight :)

Tuesday :D  Hi people :)  Went river safari today! :D first time there, and I don't think I'll go for a second time :P it isn't that far from my house! :D yay!  Ragey Nic had a bad start for the day but heh, glad that he was fine after that :)  There were many kinds of animals inside, the land ones and those in the water :)  These animal and the otters were cute and I kinda like them :D  This lazy animal is so cuteeeee. Nic was super mean to send this pic to sis an added 'this is just like huiwen when she's studying' TSK. Because previously, sis send a pic of me napping when i was supposed to be studying to him :(  Heh the flamingo halfway the boat ride :D the boat ride wasn't that bad, just that I was a little timid TSK. Need to get ready for USS :/ ah. I'm scare.  Woohoo the panda bun! :D soooooo cute and yay we got it :)  The lazy lazy panda who didn't want to see us, and when it came out, it just sat there to sleep. OMG SO SO SO LAZYYYYY....

Okay, one last late post :)  Was super tired today that I really wanted to sleep early.. But it's 1.18am alr, don't think it's early anymore :P hehe. So excited now because I'm working tmr :D really thanks to Huiyan because she is really really nice <3 thanks girl!  Woohoo holiday feels really good. And I love it!  Heh some pictures before exam and on the day exam ended :)  I think this was us studying last Monday after the extra lesson :) just wanna say, thankyou <3 thanks for helping a lot. Like really. It isn't a must to help me, instead it was a choice. Really thankful.  Woohoo so it was crazy mugging for the next few days till exam :D but glad that I didn't really give up :)  So we went to food for thoughts at botanic for lunch to celebrate jingxuan's birthday :D second time there, and I had almost the same thing as the first time I went there :D it was still as nice :)  Shared these with Chiling and we were both super super full. I think it...

second late post! :)  had steamboat with fishes on sunday! :) i had a crazy weekend but really thanks to everyone that i spent it with :)  havent met fishes for so so so long, but i really enjoyed their presence on sunday! :) everyone just played cards and had steamboat :) special thanks to yk's parents! :) they are always such a good host!!  hehe this group of people are the best :) seems to have many many memories with them and i can really be myself when im with them :) xie xie ni men!  vball cgirls steamboat at sally's house was on the same night, but i skipped that :/ really hope to meet them soon again :) 

hi hi! :)  finally time to write about all the due posts :)  first valentines with N on sat! :) N told me that we had 3 activities on that day :)  was late because had to accompany mum to run some errands but had lunch with him at clarke quay :) then when we walking along the river, i said "eh, you know here got boat ride to marina?" and then he took out two boat ride tickets! heh first boat ride in singapore but it wasnt that bad :) i like the view :)  then, i was trying to guess the next place. i thought it was singapore flyer but it turns out to be gardens by the bay :) "since i can't bring flowers to you, i'll bring you to flowers." :') heh, the place was quite nice with the flowers and the cool temperature :) then, the last stop was bugis :) i thought it was movie but he insisted that it isnt. so we went to the dinner place at saveur first to take a queue number before going to NLB to slack awhil...

boo.  haven't really got the time to post, but actually i have nothing much to post too. :(  these few days were really tiring for me. seems like i haven't studied for so long already, so my brain gets very drained after studying for some time. but i won't give up. i really need to do well, if not things will never get better.  but thanks people. so so much people that helped me in one way or another. sorry that i've been such a troublesome girl causing so much trouble, but still thanks for staying and always willing to help me. i love you all!!  oh, CSOP (compulsory school orientation programme) recruitment has started. i signed up actually muahaha, this was one of my to-do-list in poly, rmb? ahhhhhh, but idk if i can commit :/ now that i think of it, that one thing really took away so many opportunities for other things. i mean that was on my list as well.. but i guess i was the one who didnt really think through :/ boo. but its okay, sacrifice. i th...

Short post on chingay! :)  Some pictures first :)  Heh first chingay event as a leader. To be honest, I think I didn't do a good job but if I were to join again, I'll definitely do better :) really thanks to ceshun and Chanel for all the help and also Wanleng :)  Hmm not as close to them probably cause I missed a lot of training, but I was pretty glad that I managed to talk to most of them too :D I'm usually surprised when people take notice of me. Not that I don't want to talk, but I find it hard to communicate sometimes.  But good experience really :) hehe.  Good job Peijun!! :) didn't take a pic with her in the end :/ but yeah it was nice :D  Exam period. Let's go huiwen! 

Just when i thought this time round, things will go smoothly. But looks like, I'm wrong. Fucked up. and things have been really bad. but oh well, what to do? suck your thumb and live with it. let's just hope it just gets better. i'll be better.

Stay strong. 

Back in Singapore :)  Quite a good feeling too :) just that I can feel stress building up inside me. Seems like I don't really have much time left and.. It feels so bad. :(  But good thing is that there's no school for the next two days :D so time to catch up with my things :D  Nose bled to start the day. It will only turn better. 

Third post in Malaysia on the last night :)  One week really pass super fast. And yeah I'm pretty thankful for this short holiday. Time to really mug for exams and do well!  Heh went to the beach that night with the bunch of them :D managed to play swing there yay :D but the funniest thing was that we reached home at 2 and we were stuck outside the house :'( but thankfully uncle opened the door for us after 10 mins hahah.  Watched 一路有你 Malaysia film which was pretty good :) the female lead is so prettttty!!!  And we went to eat blackball after the movie :D  Last min wedding dinner that me and sis have to attend. Didn't bring any clothes back cause I wasn't even planning to go for these dinners so I just had to wear repeated outfit hehe.  Tonight, the 4 of them went back to grandma house to relieve childhood and to take those childhood pictures again! It was really funny because I was the cameraman for some. Even though I'm not part of their childhood, but i...

Hehe :)  Second outfit :))  The 3 of us before leaving for uncle's company dinner :D  三姨丈 :)  Grandma :) she's damn cute cause she suddenly ask me about nic :)  Hehe pics with them <3  Boo haven't play any card games yet :( hopefully tonight can play :D  Goodbye :)