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THANKS PEOPLE FOR EVERYTHING YESTERDAY! :)) it was really the best day! the quarrel that kris and aderic acted. :) the card that 02 and 06 jasmine and timothy made :) the mp3 from 02 plus the recording inside :) stickys from jianqing and yujie :) redondo from nicole! :) album from andy :) and ofc ur present! :D and everyone that wished me! :)

back from lunch with sis! :) awesome lunch plus is she treat me hehe. went to watch harry potter with 02 clique ytd :) it was so hard to find a time but thank god we found a solution in the end. felt so guilty today but nvmmm. feel like sleeeping nowwww ): cute group of people! :)))))

wanted to post this yesterday, but was quite tired and lazyy :P woke up at 6.15 in the morning cause 06 girls wanted to meet for breakfast :) took 325 cause i was super lazy to walk there from school plus it was super dark! the bus ride there was scaryy! there wasnt anyone in the bus. and the result of reading ghost stories make me feel even more scare. luckily i got down the correct stop! :) but i was the first one to reach. at first, i thought i came to the wrong macs so called claire and she say will come in 5 mins time so eveyln came first and went to buy breakfast with her first :) went ntuc walk walk while waiting for joyce and went back to sch :) headed for nex with claire, weilin, tosy and joyce but we separated cause its hard to collect money in a big group. went to the bus interchange first then to the pavement and lastly camp at the busstop outside nex :) flag day was super fun, probably it was because this is my first time doing it. see all different sort of people. i reali...

scoring today! :) thinking about it again, it was actually quite fun! :) just that abit blur and got scolded by the referee during the first match. youth day holiday on mondayy! YAY! i need a break from school. 我只希望是我想太多。

3rd day of school! i guess everything is fine? lesson cut short and ended school early (: monday 12.40 tue 1.40 and wed 12.40. starting to appreciate the new timetable (: practise trial scoring and i panic but now quite okay alr (: hopefully wont make any mistake on friday (: imy.

4 weeks of holidays is gone! looking back, actually i havent really did anything except for homework. new semester new start and probably i will have better grades. there's physics quiz tmr, hopefully i dont flunk it huh. first scoring on friday :) hope i dont screw it. o level chi oral soon. i have to do well! jiayou to everyone thats taking it! :)

02 outing todayy! :) cycling, justacia then gillian house! :) abit burnt but nvm cause mum didnt ask abt it. feel quite bad cause i lied to her saying i went lunch with sis since she went out and i went out too. ummmm hope the bond always stay like thiss :) 5 more days and school reopen? :O oh goshhhh i havent really do anythign shitz maybe shall make use of tmr bahh :) shi wo xiang tai duo le mah?

today was an awesome day! :) bbq with 306, the first class outing, although there were some who cant make it. dont worry there will always be another time :) meet gillian, geraldine and regine at 3 to go ntuc to buy all the other stuffs. claire huixin tosy julia zaiqin evelyn all came to meet us cause they were at pepper lunch :) and we just took everything we wanted and dump into the trolley, fun shopping (Y) went to the cashier and make payment and the total cost was like $53.95. i didnt expect it to be so much hahaha but luckily i got enough money if not very.... we took exactly 30 min and we reached the interchange. weisheng and seetha was there, so we waited for timothy :) bbq house called and i told him we will be there at 4.30 so some of us took the earlier bus. reached there, collect the super heavy food and we played some games! :) started the fire at 5.30pm and everyone get ready the stuff at 6 :) some stayed at the pit some went cycling and some went to save a kitten. time p...

HELLO! :) today was an awesome awesome day with shihui! :D was supposed to meet her at 11.30 at compass point, but the bus only came at 11.29 ._. went for lunch at macs then went action city to buy huishi's present! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL~ :D then went to her house bus stop when we got down the bus, her bus came too :D pass it to her and went nex with shihui (: walk aroundd then went andersen to eat icecream! (: super niceee! anyway dajie is at kl now :/ i dont want to sleep alone tonight ):

twitter so quiet omgg very bu xi guan, everyone at camp! done with my english homework like finally and i just did one page of physics. its like super sian omgg can i just dont do ): but obviously the ans is no right. -.- i should stop complaining and do my work, probably i will finish faster. out with shihui tmrrrrrrrrrr! :D :D :D

back in singapore! :D the trip to jb was awesome! (: woke up at 5 and left house at 5.30 to go to the railway station and started to queue for the ticket. waited for like almost 45 mins before it open and there are super lot of people and some were cutting queue :/ the guy that were queueing in front of us scolded one auntie and he became my idol! okay lameee but he remind me of ben! ): i misss him luhh, two years since he was last in singapore. the train was latee and everyone got up later than expected and it was super full but manage to get a seat :D the ride was quite fast, could hear all those little kids screaming, it was as if they are sitting on a roller coaster. reach jb and went to eat curry fish at 9 plus, cause dad say later sure alot people, it taste super niceeee! its been long since i last eat it. then later went shopping at city square but it was quite boring luhh, wanted to bus back to sg but mum scare that there might be jam so we went to eat at kfc and waited for the...

its a saturday! and yet im alone at home :/ i packed my cupboard and took out the things that i have to complete within the next two weeks of holidays but i doubt i will finish it so jing li jiu hao bah (: volleyballers at camp now! wonder what are they doing now. well, mum dont like me to go for camps and all, idk why she always dislike these things. and dad going to bring dajie and me to jb tmr cause of the train! :D and thats the reason why i didnt went for camp too. hopefully it wont rain tmr, cause if it rain, i doubt i can go jb. so please be nice to me and not rain tmr. the trip has been delayed for 2 weeks alr ): everyone seems to be going for AC next week, i guess twitter will be quite quiet till the end of AC. i havent seen celeste weixuan and all the dexus people for quite a long time! hopefully i will see them next week (:

IT WAS QUITE AN AWESOME DAY TODAY! :D haha its been long since me and pj went out and talk so much! :D i just realise school holiday is half gone! and the new semester seeems fun? :O timetable so.. no words to describe :D probably going jb this sun! :D if mum doesnt do any tricks this time

its saturday! and its raining super heavily noww(: super nice time to sleeep! oh i just rmb that i havent really do my revision yet :/ but nvmm still got time :D i plan to finish all my work by next week :D ytd was xinfony and it was super awesomeee with 202! :D gillian should have camee but nvm next time sure got another concert de! :D

oh yeah! its june already (: time seriously pass super fast luhh, thinking back.. what have i dont for the past 6 months. honestly.. i dont know what have i done. probably just studying studying and still studying. but my studies still so fail huh -.- sighhhs. i told myself that i will be using this june holiday to brush up my studies, practise more things but in the end, im slacking. oh shit seriously i should just stop procrastinating. whatever lah, not in the right mind again. :/ just back from lunch with volleyballers! :D but sonia and naomi didnt come )): have a safe trip naomi! :D took picss and subway! i miss all of them seriously :/ one year without training with them. quite miss them actually haiy. tmr xinfony! :D not really excited luh, so many people not going already. :/ 坦白

this morning had to go for geog lesson though its holiday but yeah the lesson was quite fun :D but the bad thing is that there is a test next lesson which is like .... i dont wannna take any tests ): discuss geog with group after it and its super funny and gossip session with geraldine! :D :D lunchhh at nex with -you know who- :D then came back to school to bball and play cards! :D awesome day today! going to stay home tmr and do my work! :D xinfony on fridayy ohh noooo i still dont know how to tell mummy ): wanted to tell her just now and in the end plan failed huh :/

last day of school, wah time really flies! its like half the year gone! took back report book and yea :/ results quite suck. almost all Cs and one D and E sighhhhhhs mum went for ptm and im really curious what the teachers going to say. probably i need to learn how to study smart now :/

finally its like the last week of school! :D but this term quite fast end huh. today band choir guzheng and dance performed during assembly! :D its like super duper niceeee! gillian and shihui came to my house and we played and chat! :D wah today was disaster ): i left the whole stack of test papers at home and i didnt realise until english start -.- thank god all the teachers were nicee~~ :D :D im bored at homeeee

today was the results day, ytd night didnt really sleep cause i was kind of worry of the results although i told myself that whatever results i get, i cant change it. but still you would just wonder, what if i fail this or that? what if im the class lowest? sighssss. got back almost every paper today! except for chemistry which is going to give out tmr, probably i know the results now, should be a fail :/ when did i ever pass chemistry right? -.- thats just so stupid of me to believe that probably this time, there's a miracle. but i think im really stupid :/ to be honest, at first i got back the first few paper, and i was rather disappointed with myself cause it was first a C6, then C5 then E8 which is emaths paper. my hope was always on my maths and now what?! i fail it. i thought to myself: so what now? the subject im always good in is now the worst. then it was recess, you could see everyone's mood so demoralised. tears from each individual but what can you do? next it was S...

OH SHIT I JUST SOAKED MY THUMBDRIVE IN WATER FOR LIKE 2 HOURS! Goshh hopefully it still can be use and my stuff won't be gone! ): sighhhs impt stufff Oh yea! Tmr LC and can go home and ITS THE END OF MYE like finally. I know I must have be crazy, but I think I'm going to miss studying! ): is like everyday coming home with things you know what u must complete. Its like life with a goal, but its just all studies. Now I'm aimless. Got to think about what I'm going to do first(: I don't want to be an aimless bird Today cindy, peijun gillian came my house! :D its like super duper fun! We are discussing abt Ls outing and 02 outing! :D oh yea that reminds me 06 outing still needs lots of planning! Okay I shall settle everything by next week! :D so my goal for the week is to plan class chalet! :D hopefully it doesn't fail! Though its the end of exams, I still doesn't feel happy is like no sense of joyment.probably I'm just worried about my result which is maybe ...

was so glad that there's this long weekend to study, but turn out that i no mood study and the hot weather killing me, so i didnt study ): sighhhs i dont plan to fail, but i aint working hard too, what do i exactly want?): hopefully studying with them today, i can focus! ): 我已不知所措

FINALLY english, hmt, emaths , ehist and ss is down! :D busy weekend coming but yea just 2 more days and all my papers are over! :D dont really look forward to results but must face reality. i have predicted that there would be no A, only B and C or maybe D or E which is not what i wanted. today shall just slack and tmr work hard. election tmr~ good luck to whichever party (: i cant vote so i dont have any party that i hope will win :D

tmr is the start of MYEs alr! maybe im not looking forward but also maybe im looking forward to it :D they went to nex to study, actually i wanted to go also de but then i didnt go. mum coming back tonight! :D finallyyy. going to off com at 4 then study! :D jiayou huiwen and everyoneeeeeee :D thanks, im feeling much better than just now (:

i think im so dead. i have been slacking for 3 days and today tooo! ): seriously, i got no mood to study. just like last year EOY :/ HAIY! hope tonight midnight study plan works! (: went to cindy house with gillian to study, apparently they are the only one who studied huh. i was there just to disturb them and etc suee-ree-yaa. dont take me for granted cause the next moment im gone.

我的天空今天有点灰。我不知道为什么突然又变成这样了。有时好想好想把心中所有的话都说出来。说了又怕得罪人，说了又怕别人不高兴，还是放在心中比较好。我真的不知道该怎么办。好想现在有人能告诉我正确的做法。 好讨厌现在的生活，每天只读书。但这也是我唯一的方法来避免我想太多事。

OMG I CANT BELIEVE THAT MIDYEAR IS ACTUALLY LIKE NEXT WEEEK! but whatever luh. i know im going to flunk it. i cant do my humanities ): scored the class lowest for hist. i cant find anyone that got lower than me. sighhs it wasnt that i didnt study. i did study but i can infer or guess what is the pictures talking about! ): nvm, i just got to try my best. ytd as pretty crazy of me, i didnt know why did i did that but i cant help it. at least i feel happy for that moment (: its been long since i did that! but damn no fate lahhhh ): haiyyy but nvm lah. sitted in our exam arrangement! :D omg excited! my first time sitting so front and with zaiqin and geraldine beside me! :D today is e-learning day, abit stupid lah cant really concentrate at home with all the temptation of facebook, twitter and msn! i was so happy that there wasnt any maths homework and now i realised that it was actually on ace-learning omgggg! got to explain to ms wong on tuesday alr. gg. went back to school with cindy cau...

this week was a busy week with 4 tests. but thank god its over (: there's no test next week, which means that there's more time to do revision? :O but hopefully i will do revision instead of playing com and watching television. :D congrats to the choir for getting gwh, band for gold and congrats to gillian and sermin :D and good luck to those that is having syf and competition next week :D school is pretty good (: at least im passing quite alot of test :D but i still miss 202 ): as if u care.

this two weeks was a super busy week LOL! 14 days just pass like that. maybe its a good thing to me or maybe it was just bad. weekends werent weekends. they were just weekdays without lesson. went claire house for two sundays alr(: it was fun though :D homecoming this sat. idk whether i should look forward anot. maybe yes :D cause im the OIC :D HAHAHAS! im excited :D i think one more month to mye (: kind of look forward but i think im going to flunk it luh. i think im beginnning to know everyone better (: but i still miss 202 ): haiy. im wearing 02 class tee now! :D 06 class tee is super nice tooo :D parents are oversea ): abit sian dao. but its good cause its freedom :D

TOMORROW IS THE START OF TERM 2! time flies super fast seriously but aiya thats sec 3 huh. no time seems to be slow. ): procrastinating is what i did. LOL! anyway i got do my homework! :D midyear exams is coming in just few weeks time! ): but anyway i hope it to end asap :D puregeog and amath is on the same day! really hope can cope huh :D must start revising soon (: cannot be like last year, last min then start cause this time if last min sure gg one. just 6 days of exams! :D:D:D YESHHHHHHHHHH :D looking forward and also not looking forward to sch tmr. LOL ironic.

IM BACK FROM CRUISE! :D the trip was awesome! :D but time to come back to reality and i got lots of homework undone huh. tmr shall start to clear my homework! :D on wed night, we went to check in first to get our room key (: and the queue was like super longggg! i think we board the cruise at 9.45 :D then went dinner and walk walk to explore! (: slept super early that night :D hahahs i think it was like 1 :D woke up at 6! cause i wanted to watch the sunrise and i was super early! the sun rise at like only 7.21?! went for buffet before sunrise! :D but it was super cloudy! so nv see till the sun! went back to room and went breakfast with mummy and daddy agn! :D went jacuzzi after breakfast! (: played that long and high slide! :D so glad that i played if not im so going to regret! then went lunch and gym with sis :D then we reached klang port and went down walk :D came back for afternoon tea! and rest at room cause everyone was damn tired. dinner, then went for the chocolate party and i f...

without me knowing, today is actually wednesday! march hols is going to end ): i havent been revising! tonight going cruise! :D :D hopefully there wont be anything happening to me! :D and hope that red sea doesnt come! ): coming back on fri afternoon yea! :D oh yea i cut my hair! hahahs its kind of short but nvm :D its going to grow back! :D

FINALLY THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! :D i need a break. seriously. to get all my study mood back and get over all the disappointing results. im going to practise and practise amaths and emath. do whatever i can to pull my results back. is the world really going to end soon? ):

school is kind of depressing for me nowadays. whenever i get back a result, its either i fail or i just pass. at this rate, i cant never pass my o levels. i cant seems to do amaths ): haiyyyyy. holidays in just one week. hopefully i can make full use of the holidays :D headache in the morning now. hopefully my headache will be gone soon.

ITS FINALLY A FRIDAY! this whole week i've been looking forward to friday. cause this is a unpleasant week which i dont feel like mentioning what has happen. LOTS of test and LOTS of test results. and you know its always fail. so dont bother asking me whats my score seriously. im so glad that there is only chinese test next week! :D rest week :D im not going to chiong physics homework this week cause there isnt any physics work!! :D clap please :D 当我知道你们相爱，有了开始有了未来， 在我心里放不下的也该释怀， 收拾好把它掩埋。 当我知道你们相爱， 我的心里泛起许多无奈， 这时候我该有个专属幸福，我会不停地等待，等待着未来。and this song has been on my mind!!

YAY its another friday! :D time to replenish my sleep (: i slept only 5 plus hours on wed ): cause i had to study for my geography test. but yeaa the test was quite okay (: i just aim for a pass only. first test should pass but shouldnt expect too much too :D this week alot test is being postponed and next week there;s four tests. AHHHHH so much things to do for weekends ): 1. alot alot of physics questions. 2. EMATH homework 3. history SBQ worksheet 4.ace-learning worksheet 5. study for chem, amaths, emaths , summary that should be all bah, haiyy. hope that i can finish all the work by this weekend cause i expect more homework next week. ): 3 more weeks and march holidays is going to start!! omg im looking forward to holidays alr (: mum is sick ): hope she recover soon.

YESHHHH another friday is here again! :D busy week cause there are so many tests! ): but yeaa i plan my time to study alr :D i think im going to fail my chinese ): school is pretty awesome and CE lesson was the adam khoo's talk. i find it quite meaningful but after my amath test, all the motivation is gone ): next mon is valentines! LOL im single so it got nothing to do with me :D

NEW YEAR PASS SUPER FAST! been in malaysia for 9 days alr :D going back to singapore today 3pm bus ): going to miss malaysia~ next year wont be coming back alr, i think. cause i dunwan any demerit points! everyone is sick huh including me. having sore throat 2days ago and now it became cough and flu ): everyone in the family is sick too, so sian lah cannot even eat the cny snacks ): sch start tmr, hopefully i dun sleep in class and i can wake up in the morning tmr :D i think there's alot homework waiting for me alr ): sighhs

HELLO! :D reunion dinner tonight! (: quite looking forward but its at 8 at night. quite late and im kind of hungry now! went to grandma house for breakfast this morning :D then went back to ahgong house for lunch at 12 cause we have to pray to the ancestor. everyone is sick! ): poor aunt, her 4 kids are all sick! hope they recover soon. and shit i didnt bring my emath textbook home! how am i going to do my homework sia!

HELLO! :D the weather in malaysia is getting better and it hasnt rain for 2 days alr. but its super hot today! ): went to cemetry in the morning and its like super hot!! everything was finish alr. burn joss stick and etc and came home :D ate cakes made by aunt :D omg i just realise that i've been eating lots of cake recently. went secret recipe ytd to eat hazel cheesecake, then at night ate hao's birthday cake and this morning ate aunt's fruit cake and blackforest cake! :D getting reallly fat ): came back home and i finish all my acelearning homework and yea disapointing results huh. tmr is the reunion dinner! :D actually i've plan out my time in malaysia.. reunion dinner on wed, uncle's company dinner on thurs, and wedding dinner plus party on fri! :D time really pass very fast! hope that there wont be a stack of homework waiting for me!

HELLO! malaysia life is super good! shopping everyday :D finally bought my jeans today after trying so many ytd! bought all my new year clothes alr :D steamboat ltr! looking forward :D malaysia has been raining. omg i hate it but despite the weather, im still going shopping! :D

HELLO! :D im back in malaysia for cny! abit early only lah hahas but thats good, cause i can take a break from school and enjoy the slow pace of life in malaysia! hahahs the bus journey back was awesome! i managed to sleep throughout the journey! thanks to all the people who sms me ytd :D and im not going to be in singapore for the whole of next week and hopefull i will be able to wake up for sch next mon :D

hello! :D tomorrow is a thursday again! time really flies but yeaa i like the way life is now :D at least im getting more used to doing maths everyday and not so hungry when the lower sec recess bell ring :D new year next week! and so im going back malaysia this friday! which is just 2 days away! and that reminds me that i havent pack those stuff that i need to bring back to malaysia! really hope that the trip back is nice! :D and homework wont be piling up. if not im going to die. and people take care~~ :D the physics test is on fri! and i heard that it isnt easy. OH NOOOOOO i cant fail it. if not im going to get double scolding ):

hello! (: havent been posting for quite long already, cause school is really busy. having lessons till quite late and having so much homework especially maths! ): i failed my chemistry test! ): sighhhs that means i have to go to REC ): wasting one hour of my tim on monday! mrs peh and mr too changed our seating arrangement, and i cant sit with weilin anymore! ): went to give out flyers to block 917 (i think) , and its fun i think! :D i speak in chinese to the people and weilin speak english to the people! :D there's physics test and chinese test soon ): oh noo. i really hope i can do well and not fail it agn. :D

hello! (: life's good so far, at least i didnt wake up late for school or sleep in class which is an awesome thing. (: school stress is making me going crazy, especially math. and everytime i get it wrong ): i have to be more careful in maths equations and i should not make stupid mistakes! class people are nice (: im quite getting used to this class already (: but i still miss 202. but nvm, recess together with them! (: weilin not coming to class tmr. oh no, which means im going to be alone tmr in chinese class ): but yea, its just an hour of lesson (: okay i should stop here, cause i got nothing to write alr :D

walao eh whatever i type gone again, okay conclusion is that the class is very cold now. have to wear jacket during lesson! class is quite okay! :D sat with weilin in all classes! even in chinese class! :D but then i think mon going change seat le ): mr too say i may have to deduct 2 demerits if i apply for so long leave. idk maybe he's going to talk to me on mon bah, as far only got chem homework this week! :D

helloooooo! :D school has started! oh yeaa first day was ummm i've nothing to say. quite bored. idk what did we do one the day. but then u know i was super tired that day. today is the start of lesson. the fisst lesson is always define as introduce urself lesson. every teacher came in and ask us to introduce ourself. just realise that we have math lesson everyday! plus on odd week fri, we have 2 hours of lesson. thats super longgggggggggggggg! hahhas jiayou for tmr :D

new year alreaady! :D 2010 is a past. so lets all look forward to 2011 :D new classmates, new teacher, new recess timing, new classroom! went countdown at peijun house! played mahjong and all and i won money! sch is going to start in just 2 days! how's everything be like? maybe great bah :D this year o chi. oh noooo am i going to fail or get a A and continue with my higher chi?