this two weeks was a super busy week LOL! 14 days just pass like that. maybe its a good thing to me or maybe it was just bad. weekends werent weekends. they were just weekdays without lesson. went claire house for two sundays alr(: it was fun though :D homecoming this sat. idk whether i should look forward anot. maybe yes :D cause im the OIC :D HAHAHAS! im excited :D i think one more month to mye (: kind of look forward but i think im going to flunk it luh. i think im beginnning to know everyone better (: but i still miss 202 ): haiy. im wearing 02 class tee now! :D 06 class tee is super nice tooo :D parents are oversea ): abit sian dao. but its good cause its freedom :D
Another new chapter begins.
15 August 2016, the day I lost something that was important to me at that point of time. To be very honest, even though an end to a relationship was common and I told people that we can't be 100% confirm that he will be the one because shit just happens sometimes, I didn't expect shit to happen to me. I really thought I found the partner whom I'm going to spend my life with. This may sound naive, clinche, funny or contradicting, but I really thought that way. Definitely, I was heartbroken. I was upset. I cried. I talked to myself. Keep telling myself that if it's not meant to be it, then so be it. Keep telling myself that ending everything now is better than ending it in the future when there are more responsibilities. I'm glad that my mind was clear, positive and logical, even though my heart wasn't too well. I'm thankful to all the people who has comforted me. I know that I still have many family and friends who love me alot. My kids were my happy pills ...
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