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Hello! :) On the train back to hg now from dhoby hehe! :) went cafe cartel for lunch hehehe and I tried the pork chop cause I had the chicken thigh last thur! :) it was quite nice hehehe :) then went up to ambush and slacked there :) hehe I'm going back to ambush to work tmr! :D I really will miss going out with this bunch of girls! Felt kind of sad when I had to leave first because I know it will be long time before ill meet them. So... Posting results out and I was posted to early childhood studies. Was kind of disappointed cause all these while I thought I could get into accountancy. But yeah after thinking through, I guess going into early childhood wasn't a bad thing :) at least I like kids? :) and probably accountancy was too competitive for me. Congrats to those who got into the school they wanted and I hope everyone will like their new school!! Have fun at orientation!! :)

HELLO!! :D Today is a rest day for me hehe just slack and rest at home! :) so I did the 50 facts about me that Gillian did on her blog hehe! :) I realise its super hard to think > 1. I have a nice family that loves me alot 2. I love to eat egg tarts!! :D 3. I always have no opinion, so when you ask me out, don't be surprise when my answer to your qns, regarding the venue or time, is anything! 4. I'm scare of grasshoppers. 5. I love to read Chinese romance storybook :) 6. I keep a diary since O level end :) 7. I love going back to Malaysia because I feel much more relaxed there! (The only thing I don't like is the toilet) 8. I like to do challenging stuff to test myself. 9. I cry easily. (I didn't want to but my tear glands just let those tears come out > 10. I have nice friends even though sometimes they say I'm not their friend :) but I know they love me :P heheh maybe one of them will say I'm living in self denial :P 11. I like nu...

Today was a nice day as well! :) heheh probably just the last few days I can enjoy myself with friends that's going JC! Slacked and chatted at macs :) I love milo hehe I rmb how I used to drink one pack of milo almost every recess in the past :) Met shihui at the gym but we didn't go in cause there was alot of people so end up jogging around the soccer field :) but shihui was the one that jog more :P I jog like nv jog like that haha >

was listening to radio and 最重要的决定 was playing. its one of my fav song and its super nice! :) i miss how me and charm used to go crazy over 黑人 in class last year! like we will spend an hour watching one ep of the variety show that both of them were interviewed. okay this was random haha. HELLO CHARM! :) just slacked, watch show and rest at home today! :) went subway for lunch today hehe and slacked at the busstop! :) talking and catching up which i miss it too! :) thanks! :D now im pretty scare of poly life >< but i guess i'll never know if i dont try! hoping that the people will be niceeeee. :) that fear is slowly eating me up. please be fine. 

HELLOOOOOO! :D im back from malaysia hehe! its quite a short trip but i think it was a good break for me! :) Saturday: went to old town for breakfast and walk around in genting :) went to see the cable car cause dad love it hahah! then went outside to the theme park to see people playing the roller coaster and its funny to hear people scream :P okay this is kind of bad haha >< went to shop after 10 when some of the shops are opened. bought a top there :) genting was really cold for me and wearing one cardigan with one jacket wasnt enough for me >< cold rash was pretty bad. came down to KL from genting at around 12. checked in at 2, bathed and went out to shop! :) kind of disappointing cause the clothes wasnt really very nice ): bought another top there :) went to buffet at 5 and the food was really good! there's alot of varieties for you to choose like dim sum, japanese food, hotpot, different kind of seafood, tempura, baked potatos etc and the desserts too!! the d...

Hello hehe :) currently posting from genting :D it's super Cold here and I'm shivering >< watched hunger games on the bus hehe I think it's a nice movie :) probably I might consider reading the book hehe :) couldn't sleep in the bus But This bus is cool hehe cause there's plug and We can charge the phone. :) going breakfast at 7 then going down KL at 11 :) regretted not bringing my phone But nvm hahah byeee :)

HEHE HELLO :D one rush post because i need to leave house soon!!! two things that affected me quite alot today. but i wont mention what isit HAHA. 1. kind of glad that its just that 1-2% that will be bad so probably it will be fine :) thank god alot for it :)) 2. a joke. but thankfully its just a joke :) hehehe went to pass peijun her money and we went to lenas and pizza hut to eat heheh :) thanks alot peijunnnn!! :D and goodbye everyone hehe take care of yourself in sg and i wont be bringing my phone so i wont reply to any text k :) goodbye everyoneeeeeeee ill miss you all heheh!

HELLOOO :D went to the library in the morning and borrowed two chinese books by the author i like hehe! i think i still prefer chi book to english books but i'll still try to read english books :D had cafe cartel for lunch!! :D its super nice heheh ^^ slacked at cafe cartel then head to plaza sing :) spent like an hour in the DBS bank before going to ambush :) the people working are still more than the customers when we went there probably cause no one eat at that time cause its too late for lunch and too early for dinner haha! took pic with adrian :) it was smth that i always wanted but then i didnt dare to ask. i want to take pic with everyone to keep it as a memory :) slacked in ambush and ate super much food again >< sly treated the dessert!! :D thanks alot and also thanks to the guys cause they only ask me to pay $2.20 and i feel quite bad >< passed shihui the uniform and sat at the busstop to talk to her awhile :) hehe that girl is very nice :) stay happpyyyy ...

Hehe hello! :) Today was a great day :) at least I feel much better after waking up and I enjoyed myself :) had picnic at sentosa with Sonia and Naomi!! :) this is my first time having picnic haha and now I know how it feels like :D I think I'm kind of troublesome because I can't stay under the sun for long > After that came home and told mum that I went sentosa, expecting her to scold me but thankfully she didn't :) she just nag abit then nv say anything cause I wasn't so burnt I guess :) but my back is kind of red but who cares no one can see it :) had dinner at toa Payoh and it feels really good to eat tgt as a family :) seems like very long ago since we had a meal tgt party cause I had work or sis working night too~ hehe really enjoyed myself a lot today! :D so goodnight :)

why. Had toast box with shihui in the morning today :) luckily that girl called me if not I'll still be sleeping > And the rest of the day just sucks. Or probably it's just me. Something to look forward tmr which is that going sentosa with Naomi and Sonia tmr! :) hehehe goodbye!

Helloooo :) Went bugis to shop after knowing that aunt is fine! :D YAYYY hehehe bought 3 tops and one bottom today but I kind of regret buying the 2 tshirt nowwww but well no point regretting also laaaa > Goodnight :)

Ahhh shit I still haven't sleep yet > Work was like slack today :O this is like the slackest day I ever had in ambush hahaha! But time pass pretty fast cause I talked to Gillian and Aderic :) we ate alot of choco hehehe and chris and weilong is so niceeeee :) I feel kind of really bad sorry >

It's a rainy day hehe I kind of like the cold cold weather :) slept till 11 plus today and I haven't slept for so long before alreadyyyy :D took 27 to buangkok and took train to work cause I didn't want to go under the rain :) work was kind of tiring today I think > I think tmr is consider my temporary last day of work ba :O either i'll go back on 1-7 feb if not it will be march then I'll go back :) shall enjoy myself in Malaysia and in Singapore before work start hehehe! :D hope work will be fine tmr and I forget that I'm going to eat breakfast with parents tmr >

I really dk what I want now already. Everyone that applied for JPSAE seems to get called by the school they applied for. On the bright side, I might be accepted by JAE. On the bad side, probably I'm not even going into that course. I'm just tired and really tired of all these already. I know Adrian have been trying to comfort me. Oh well, I don't dare to pin so much hope either. Work was pretty okay today just that I was kind of pissed with *. But work was okay and all ba. Kind of tired but thankfully the panadol didn't fail me :) k I'm gonna sleep soon lol >

Heheh hello :) Went Peijun house this morning :) ate breakfast with her then we just talk and nuah hehe! :) chubby Chubb was sleeping when I wanted to play with him ): met mum for lunch and came back to rest then prep for work :) Work was pretty okay :) hehehe now we have to punch card already so cannot be late!! But it feels good to go back to work :) taking over weile's shift so I'm working full tmr and goodnight :) hehehe

HELLO! :D Accompanied aunt to tan tock seng for her CT scan and it took just 5 mins LOL!! I thought it will take the whole day or so LOL!! Went amk for toast box then came home and slack :) it feels really good to slack at home :) sleep and do everything you want :) FaceTime shihui too heheh! :) finish RDPD already :) hmm something I learn is that work to learn ba :) hahah that's what I'm doing too :) Finally going back to work after 3 days haha :) kind of miss working and I think I'll continue to work when school start so yeah :) really aim to travel every year in the future and go star gazing haha! :) goodnight :)

Haha okay short summary for today cause I need to sleep soon!! Gonna go to the hospital at 645 tmr which is like so early > Went to watch les miserables today with Gillian, Kawee and Jesmond :) don't ask me why this weird combi too cause it's just weird like that HAHAH! Maybe I should have asked more people! Watching the same timing shihui heheh we decided to pretend we didn't know about it when we actually knew it ytd :P HHAHAHA! Then went to collect pay with the guys and played bridge at jesmond's house! But I was slacking on the beanbag most of the time HAHAH! K the clock strike 12 goodnight :)

Sooo off day from ambush and I had alot of fun with shihui!! :D met her at nex and we went cafe cartel for lunch :) my first time trying there and that girl has been saying about the pork ribs there very nice HAHAH! The set lunch was $10.10 after GST and everything which I think was quite affordable compared to ambush HAHAH! Somemore we upgraded the drinks to cappuccino and cafe latte so we don't have to go Starbucks again :) I tried cappuccino for the first timeeeee :)) Now I have the habit of studying the menu and comparing the prices of the drinks and pasta hahah > Went to Shihui's house to slack after nex and that girl discover a new route to her house with shelter HAHAH! Her house is really very cozy :D slack and talk woohoo and something embarrassing happen which I'm not supposed to say HAHAHA! Borrowed some books from her and I'm reading rich dad poor dad now :) kind of like 'guidebooks' HAHA! But yeah I'm gonna read more English books from now...

It's 12:49am, 14 January 2013. It will never go back to that time anymore. Haha okay I kind of crap that > I've slowly get over the fact that I didn't meet my expectation for Os. Grandma has been telling me to not think so much about it and today xiaoyi just talk to me alot. She said that not everyone is perfect, there's such a thing that we aren't good at. And all it matters is that we did our best. Well, I did my best for Os. And I guess I shouldn't be so upset or whatever. What's disappointing is actually C6 for English.. It makes my cert look very ugly and also it affected my L1B4 alot.. If not I wouldn't have difficulty choosing the course now :/ I really hope I can get another chance, to make things right and excel again. Please please, let me get into accounting! Must rmb to submit my JAE later! Submitted my JPSAE today also, hope at least I get called for interview!! Work was pretty okay today ^^ was the runner heheh by myself but thankf...

Okay. Final decision. I'll just go into poly and aim to be the top. And yes I'll do it. I really hope I can get into ngee ann.

Hmm kind of pretty disappointed with my results but yeah I can't do anything about it already. Probably I should be glad that I didn't fail my English right? That's much more positive :) Here comes the headache part. Looking at my results, Jc is cfm out for me already.. Idk which course to take for poly :/ accounting or aviation first choice? Haiy. Four days. Thanks everyone and though my parents keep saying my results was okay, I feel like I've disappoint them. Well, I'll do better for poly.

13 more hours~~~~~~~~ i cant say its tmr since its 1am already. hmm im feeling kind of weird actually. but yeahhh i'll see the results tmr baaa~ really hope everything will turn out fine for me and also for everyone esp the people around me. i really cant bear to see anyone being sad. neither can i stand myself being upset. well, i have plans for good and bad results. plans as in what to do like crying or smth, not in the form of poly or jc~ kkkkkk shall countdownnnn~ today was a pretty fun day haha went to VJC open house with cat bringing us around :) hmm learn more about the different subjects and surprisingly i dont have the 'no im not going jc' thinking. went to PS with kang, kawee and shihui then had Manhanttan for lunchh :) quite nice ehhh hehe then went ambush for coffee hehe i had ginger chai latte :) sat there till work start and i guess it was a pretty well spent time with them :) anyway i need to off everything now so goooodnight! all the best everyone! :) ...

Had quite great morning today! :) went to watch taxi taxi and I think the movie was quite okay la :) hehee went to ambush to work today after 4 days of rest :) haha I quite like the working feeling but then some things are like quite awkward. Had some plans in mind already but yeah I think I should not put here until I do it so goodnight :) I'm so tiredddddd hope I'll reach home soon!

boohooo :) went to the poly open house with some of the guys, peijun and shihui today! :D went to TP first :) hmm TP has always been the school that i wanted to go because of AMS ( aviation in management and services) but recently, i realised that actually i didnt really like it, it was just because sis told me to join that course. but i did check the booth and all and asked questions :) kawee's dad then drove us to NP. imagine 11 people squeezing into the 7seater car HAHA but the guys were still playing bridge in the car >< but it was quite okay la :) had lunch in NP and then was listening to the people who told me about accountancy, child psychology& early childhood education :) but i guess i wont be CPEE cause we could only do psychology when we have master. lastly we headed to SP which i wasnt very interested in and i ended up playing bridge with them haha :) saw ruben and bastian at NP while saw julian at SP LOL its a small world. hmmm results will...

Hellooooo :) Spent the most of the day sleeping today hehe! Felt very tired and lazy to go out haha > Today is a happyyyyy day :) hehe thanks! :D okay goodbyeeee :)

Hehee so I'm back home from chalet cause I'm not staying over for the second day :) played cards with them till morning and went to see sunrise but couldn't see ): but the sunset was rather beautiful today! :D hehehe BBQ was pretty good too :) super full now I think I gain weight during chalet cause I keep eating > Anyway huiwen is a happy girl today Thankyou so much :))

Day 2 at chalet hehe! :D this is my first chalet and also the first chalet that I can stay over! :D me like it heheh! Even though didnt really sleep but then I think time spent was enjoyable :) hehehe BBQ tonight then going home! :) Running man this morning was pretty okay today hehehe kind of tired but I'm going home to sleep heheh! :D okay shall see them play cards now :) goodbyeeeee!

Woohoo good news is that I can stay over for chalet!! :D but mum was kind of unwilling to let me do so. I know she's worried and all but I'll take good care of myself! :D thanks mum Today was kind of busy compared to ytd! :O but hmm idk what to comment also haha >

Boohoo on the way home now from work :) I'm lucky to get a seat nowadays :) school started alr. Honestly I kind of miss studying. Like going school sitting with your class in the parade square, chit chatting with your friends and stop when it's time to sing national anthem. As much as I hate to admit this, secondary phrase has ended. There's no way to go back, all we can do is to just welcome the tertiary phrase and make the best out of it as it will end next time too. Work was pretty okay today :) I like to work with friends because you can still talk to them when it's boring :) I've decided, if I get 10 and below before deduction, I'll go to jc! Hmm k I shall stop here I'm having a headache now bye!!

Woohoo 1st day of the year was quite a good start :) was like stoning at home in the day gosh so boring! > Came home and saw my pay from shoe shop!!! :D woohooooo hehehe shall give some to my parents and the rest just bank in ba HEEHE! ^^ k I shall do some writing and sleep goodnight :)

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRR :D I've decided to post before I sleep because I'll be too sleepy to post tmr :P and i should post while i have the new year mood hehe :P To start, I was in a super rush today > K. Back to new year resolution and all :) to refresh my memory of last year. Honesty, it had some changes in the middle part of the year but those changes were good :D study was pretty stressful. And everything we study for was just for O. It was good cause we had a goal in mind and it was everyone's goal. Not just one person only :) studying was tough but with all my friends' encouragement and teacher's effort tgt with my own effort, I managed to survive :) hmm results going to be out, well, I know I've tried my best so yeah :) honestly I still really dk to choose jc or poly. Some aspects that I really have to consider through carefully > Resolution: 1. (Firstly, I'll have to consider and choose between jc or poly when my results come out.) I'...