Fear.

I really dk what I want now already.

Everyone that applied for JPSAE seems to get called by the school they applied for. On the bright side, I might be accepted by JAE. On the bad side, probably I'm not even going into that course. I'm just tired and really tired of all these already. I know Adrian have been trying to comfort me. Oh well, I don't dare to pin so much hope either.

Work was pretty okay today just that I was kind of pissed with *. But work was okay and all ba. Kind of tired but thankfully the panadol didn't fail me :) k I'm gonna sleep soon lol >< goodnight. :)

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