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Hi peeeeps.  I HAVE A GOOD NEW FOR YALLLL.  I GOT INTO EXCO FOR MY CCA :D hehehe my cold lame jokes talent works HAHAHA. More commitments but let's go huiwen. :) I believe it will be worth it :) and fun ^^  Jug cake bought by sis <3 durian for dad loves it, and Oreo because wenwen loves it <3 XIE XIE NI JIE JIE.  My eyes are like closing alr. No huiwen. 

DINNER TONIGHT :D  it was niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hehe with nice person :)  was supposed to have a chichat session with cca advisor till like super late, but since it ended early, so i just went for dinner :) hmm okay something malu that i want to say.. dont judge me k. i've actually nv interact with so many guys in poly before... :/ omg. seriously. this is making me socially awkward. ahaha anyway it's just shortlisted la. so that means.. i may be rejected.. LOL which is quite expected i think. everyone was so loud-spoken. :/ and me.. as usual lor.  anyway yay, time to settle downnnn :) huiwen gogogo!! and val took a video of my K2 kids HEHE. attachment was chaotic today. seriously damn bad. omg i'm actually worried for next week. but no. i must do well.  byebye. 

this will be the first and last time ever. doing such last minute work. i need to stop thinking that things will go wrong, so i can spend lesser time on it. Chiling is right, i must tell myself that i will only do once and no more. i spend alot of time thinking while doing but i always end up doing it again because i feel like my quality of work isnt there. anyway 2.5 more weeks of school. i have no idea what's wrong. really. i'm not motivated anymore. when people used to come and tell me they aren't interested in school, i will always tell them to enjoy what they do, just pull through, it will be better eventually. but, to myself, i realised that advising is one thing, doing it is another thing. i will pull through this. i will. breathee. i need some time alone to think and review my goals, probably that might help me better. but nevertheless, thanks sluts *insert hearts* for always helping me so so much. jie jie men ai ni men duo duo. 2 hours of school, lets go.

拥有就是失去的开始

Sometimes words doesn't mean anything, feel it with your heart. Things can change. That's the most impt thing :) Heh first day of school. Oh my tiring :( sighpie. Thankfully it's BCR tmr!!!! So I can stay homeeeeee. Boo bye. 

Okay tmr is a Monday. Gonna get serious and no more holiday mood anymore.  Sat:  Heh met up with Sonia at dhoby for a lunch at ajisen :P really glad to see this girl again before she's flying off again :( loveeee you <3  After meeting Sonia, went to attend a church wedding :) hehe that's the heartware people :)) I think that church wedding is very simple but yet sweet :))) so cute hehe may the couple be forever lasting :)  So I went to buy this to go for the wedding and omg been ages since I wore something so tall and it's damn hard to walk I swear. Tortuous but oh well. Hahah. Todayyy Wanted to send Shihui off but we didn't >< have a safe trip my dear girl!!!! And heh prata with nao then we went cp library before coming my house :) talked to her and I felt better in some way :P Heh. Time to sleep. Jiayou huiwen. I hope I don't die. Goodnight :) 

WONDERFUL AND AWESOME MOVIE!!! was so excited for this to come when i watched hunger games on my way to malaysia in jan :) thankfully we got to watched it yay thanks people for going earlier to buy the tickets!! :)))  this was the four of us! :D yay awesome movie with awesome group of people! :D met nut and ivan at hg 1 this afternoon since they were there and attachment was so nearrrrr :) almost late but luckily we didnt. ended up shihui was late omg so sorrry :( the movie was kinda exciting that i scratched shihui oops sorry but yeah i like to sit beside her becauseeee whenever im scare, i can hold onto her hehehe. thanks for eating dinner with me too!!! :D GET WELL SOOON. *insert hearts* this pic was taken before i left the centre :) isnt this boy cute? :))) i realised i didnt take pic with any of the kids before, or maybe i wasnt bonded with them..? awk. okay sorry i'll try my best okay :( anyway im going back tmr to implement and try. huiwen ah huiwen br...

Yay some free time to blog while the children are sleeping :)  Hehe met Gillian ytd for lunch <3 hehe I still miss her so muchhhhhh!!! But yay good quality time spent :D thanks for shopping w me in daiso hehe. I bought 3 stuff yay. But I realise the bag was too big. :( but then the coloured tape was pretty!!!!  Shakers for the kids!! Supposed to be using it today.. But I didn't implement it. I didn't tell them beforehand so I guess it was pretty mean to spoil their lesson plan. AHHH. I'm not ready for this :( I'm starting to doubt if I'm about to be a teacher again. Sian. 

Hiiiiii.  Huiwen has no motivation w her work :( can someone just help me or smth.. :/ ah. It's a Wednesday. Half the week is gone.. And I'm far from my achieved target :( trying a trial lesson implementing tmr. Please be okay pretty please :( I love you kids so much <3  Meeting Gillian later yay. 

Hi stalker shushu :)  I bet you will read this. But that's not the point HAHA. I still think that you're damn cool. Bye :P  Hehe so I had a super great start to the day!! :) met nao and pj at ikea for breakfast! :) AND PJ WAS EARLY WHEN SHE MET ME!! THANKSSSS <3  Doesn't the food look good?! HEHE. Thanks girls <3 I really love the short meet up and catching up session :) jiayou for your dance k pj!! And also take care of your orhceh!!!  After PJ left then we had icecream :))) it was niceeee hehe I like the milky taste!! :D  So I reached home at about 140 then Chiling asked if I wanted to go sch earlier so I did and we studied but I think I talked too much oops. But I really had fun thanks Chiling <3 at least erm I did two paragraph HAHAHAH. Then had dinner and Cca :) last session before CT yay :)  Die alr. This holiday ended up to be catching up with friends instead of studying :( but oh well, it was worth it <3  Bus home from school bye :)...

A better night :') 

Yesterday's dinner at marutama (I think) with some the YPC members :D it's at level 3 clarke quay :)) the food is really good and I love that egg!! It's like hard boiled egg outside then inside is soft one ^^ then they went for a drink at Clarke quay but I didn't join them la hehe. Idk whyyyy. But yeah I just didn't want to go although I could have joined them for a short while.  Worked with sis ytd too :) I was just cancelling the coupon hehe and everyone say I look like sis!!!! :D hehe I'm really proud to have her <3 hehe. Thanks nic for the stickys!! I have a small jar and a big jar cause penny bought admin one jar each. Thanks so much everyone <3 anyway I'm probably attending a church wedding this coming sat!! I'm kind of excited hehe.  Earl grey latte to start the day :) decided to just go Starbucks to study cause I was super distracted at home :( and also we thought there was one for one but it was only in US la :((( but earl grey is not my c...

i wonder how many people still reads my blog HAHA. anyway have you realised that im posting more frequently? :P hehe thats because im much free now :D thur 14/11 (today) yay there's no attachment nor school today!! it's meant to be a finish-your-assignment day because TMR IS MY DUE DATE. idk what to write for my rationale :( sucks ball shit. and after i finish my assignment, then i should start on the next one or i should do my elearning and catch up with my revision because non of the things taught are even registered in my brain. and having to complain so much, im still sitting here because i really feel damn sian. so ytd we were sending aunt family off cause they were going to korea :) have i told yall before? i think that travelling is so cool. i think its because of media ba, it always makes travelling seems to fun, like you drag your luggage into the check in there, bid goodbye to everyone and there you leave singapore. idk what's wrong but i just find life s...

Just a quick post before I sleep :)  Actually I feel really free now that SYA ended :) which is a good thing because busy life ain't good actually. It makes you feel accomplished but yet the lack of sleep sometimes make you wonder why you are doing all of that. But for me, if I take on smth, I will do my best cause I was the one who wanted it.  Huiwen is still sick. This freaking sucks. I lost my voice, and till now it still sound super low and worse is I feel the pain when I talk. When can this throat gets better? :( I think this is the first time that I actually get so serious but oh well, that just shows that I haven't been loving my own body.  Week 5 of school. Honestly, I feel like I haven't get into school mode. Or maybe I got into it alr, just that I was busy w SYA stuff but yeah. I promise to catch up with everything within these two weeks. I will and I must. NO PROCRASTINATION HUIWEN. Thankfully it's elearning week next week :) which means everyday at home. Yay...

So ytd marks the end of my SYA YPC. :)  It had been two months ever since the first training and I am really glad that I'm part of this and that it has ended quite well :) so we are a group of youth planning committee that plan for the Singapore youth award - McDonalds be inspired 2013 :)  For me, I was glad to be in the Admin Department and I really had very very nice team led by a very nice mummy :) she really taught me so much things in excel and also answer all my doubts whenever I asked her :) weekly meeting was pretty fun too and I was the scribe so I did the minutes :) I really learnt from this :) some days, we have to come down to interview people, which makes me feel closer to some of the people as I got to know them better :) I will proudly say that I open up a lot to this group of people as well :)  I'm so going to miss being called 冷小姐. Miss going down weekly to office to see them. But oh well 天底下没有不散之筵席 , even though the event ended, friendship won't end :) h...

Friday.  Ha. It's a Friday again. Idk if I'm afraid that time is passing so fast or I'm happy that it's like that.  First attachments ytd :) I feel really happy this sem!! ^^ and I enjoyed my attachment so much!! Probably it's because of my changed mindset, that's why I'm enjoying it now :) so I took a new class and yes I manage to rmb and call out all their name!! :D hehe so during their naptime and our one hour break, we went to had yoghurt yummy :D  Me and Shihui hehe. School started at 2 on wed so I met up w her for a short breakfast :) so sorry :/ I really wanted to eat but mum ask me to go breakfast w them :/ have fun in Malaysia ^^  Oh anyway I think I wasn't in the right mind during my exco interview HA HA. Who the hell say their talent is to crack cold lame jokes right?! YES THATS ME.  Time check: one more day. Let's go :) 

Wednesday.  The past two days were disaster. Because I fell sick :/ on the week when there's so much important things that I couldn't miss.  Ytd was the worst day in poly because I went to lesson despite my fever. The whole day I wasn't feeling well and the aircon just had to make it worse. Sorry to everyone that was scared by me :/ and thanks yanyan for your cardigan and water :)) also Chiling for her water and everyone who texted me <3  Felt so much better and for the first ever time since Idk when, I actually slept for 9 hours!! :D exco interview later!! Wish me luck k :)  And also thanks Chanel for coming down to NP to save me on Monday :/ I would really have died if it wasn't for her. 

i'm actually doubting myself tonight.

HIHI  DO YALL MISS MEEEEE?  one week really pass soooo fast :/ aiyo but here's a post on the week :) currently there's one assignment due tomorrow so i'm like trying to get it done. :)  this was me and jieqi on tue!! :) i think we played parachute during creative arts lesson and it was freezing colddddd. i guess everyone enjoyed the lesson :) personally, i love the lesson because i get to sing and play games during the class!! :D relieve childhood memories :)  we had NP fishes lunch on wed!! :))) finally a meet up with them. it was a short one hour but im really glad to see them :) deprived of cards guys. HAHA. and it was quite funny when gillian posted a photo of xnmy and us :D loving fishes alot *insert hearts* hehe friday!! naughty val took a pic of me sleeping omg :( lost my image totally hahaha. but i had so much fun playing goop and making our own playdough!!! :D i found my passion in teaching again!! :))) i will probably continue to ...