dont you ever give up

i wonder how many people still reads my blog HAHA.

anyway have you realised that im posting more frequently? :P hehe thats because im much free now :D

thur 14/11 (today)
yay there's no attachment nor school today!! it's meant to be a finish-your-assignment day because TMR IS MY DUE DATE. idk what to write for my rationale :( sucks ball shit. and after i finish my assignment, then i should start on the next one or i should do my elearning and catch up with my revision because non of the things taught are even registered in my brain. and having to complain so much, im still sitting here because i really feel damn sian.

so ytd we were sending aunt family off cause they were going to korea :) have i told yall before? i think that travelling is so cool. i think its because of media ba, it always makes travelling seems to fun, like you drag your luggage into the check in there, bid goodbye to everyone and there you leave singapore.

idk what's wrong but i just find life so meaningless now. i dont wish to be busy, neither do i want to be super free. im so tired of deadlines. one after one. why do i even have to study. why why why. sighpie. but cat say that i have to give my best because i cant choose. deep down in me, i know that i wont give up, but this feeling is just so sian lor. you know that feeling. but ill be back fine soooon. just some fighting inside my brain.

bye.

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