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Yesterday was a bad bad day :( started out really badly but ended quite well :)  Dinner at paradise dynasty with nic :D yum yum I love xiao long bao!!! <3  Hoho. Sis helped me and mum to do our toe nails at night! So pretty <3 thanks jiejie :D  

Hehe it's a Monday :D  Tmr!!! And I'll be going back to Malaysia! :D hehe can't wait to go back actually :) to meet everyone and it's CNY! :D  Heh had NE chingay show last sat! :)  Took this pic cause I quite like it hehe and I thought of Gillian! :P  Heh Nic and me during chingay! :D Chingay wasn't that bad after all :) just that I need to learn to open up hehe.  Today :)  Me Shai gave us a fortune cookie each :)  Yum yum :P too nice to wait for the picture to be taken :P HAHAHAH. Pig :P  Kind of true hahaha. But oh well. Really need to learn that! 

hi hi! :)  Had AGM (annual general meeting) tonight :) hehe to be honest, this event was really really good!! And I felt motivated to plan such good events too :) hehe. The food was really good cause it was buffet, and the games planned were good too!! Thank you seniors :')  Comm AY 14/15 :D  Xinmin pride!! :D  Hehe thanks Seryun <3  Melrose :D  And us again! :D  Really looking forward to the journey with them now :) hehe.  Goodnight :) 

Actually I wanted to post this yesterday but ended up didn't have the time :/  It's exam period and I guess I must really fully utilise my time with all my commitments. Must really do well since assignments haven't been good.  Let's talk about today first then. Field supervision today. As usual, I'm nervous and scare la. I mean ofc, someone coming to see you implement the lesson! Hmm it wasn't good at all. In fact, it was pretty pretty bad. I got kind of demoralised too. The children just totally kill me without them knowing. But partly is my fault too. It's alright huiwen! Learn from experience :) next sem will be better.  Last session in this centre. Hmm I will miss the kids definitely. Esp those that are closer to me compared to others. I'm just someone that 'follow or listen to the rules alot'. Came to this centre, constantly reminding myself the things I should and shouldn't do, so I ended up restricting myself a lot. Maybe next sem, I...

It's a Friday night/ Saturday morning :)  Heh had mentor supervision on thu! So I will just conduct lesson with the children, and let my centre principal grade me :) so here's a pic! By right not supposed to post any kids pic, but there isn't any of their face so yay :) heh.  PEIY was cancelled on Friday yay so school ended at 1 :D  Yummmmmy :D  First event tmr, by right supposed to sleep early cause it will be very tiring, but I'm in bed since 11 plus and I can't sleep :( boo hopefully everything will go well!  Goodnight :) 

First week of sch. :) hmm assignments are mostly due this two weeks so I will survive. Yes I must :) can't wait for CNY, back to Malaysia :D can't wait to eat all the CNY goodies, eat Malaysia good food, spend time with the people I love and get away from everything for awhile. It's a Wednesday and there's no lesson today :D but yeah I kind of make good use of it la :D cloudy and windy day makes me kind of just want to slack and nuah in bed :/  First cca event on sat! :D hope that it will be successful and it will be fun :D hehe. And chingay coming up! :) hopefully it will be another good experience :D  Bye :) 

been thinking much more than usual these days, not good. "identity vs identity confusion" one of my favorite theory i learnt last sem. it would be nice to just have a short holiday to run away from everything. or probably it's just me. back to assignment and stop thinking. >:(

2nd Elearning week :)  Really felt thankful for being in HMS cause we have an extra week of 'holiday' that's filled with field trips but currently I'm enjoying it la :P  Tuesday. The whole course were asked to go to Toa Payoh Safra Kidz Amaze :) it's actually a super big playground for both children and parents to bond :) I think it's a good facility hehe so we had the whole place to ourself for about one hour plus and we just played :) everyone played like a child and could see that everyone was enjoying it :)  T05 :D  SJVJL were playing catching and heh ofc it was fun hiding around, crawling through the obstacle, playing with the soft balls, waiting for the moment when it dropped down :D Did a little bit of shopping with sluts after that :) Wednesday. CEPP at SCDF :) so we learn abit of first aid and so :) hehe quite interesting and we got to try to use the fire extinguisher but I was scare so I didn't do it :P  Jacey did this for me while I did the head b...

生日快乐 surprise kind of failed but oh well..  lunch at this Clarke Quay place which was pretty and we sat at the window seat :) really love these kind of seats where you can just look out and see the pretty sky :) the food esp the omelette was gooooood just that they had onion which i didnt really like :P it was actually rice in tomato inside the omelette with brown sauce :) something special about this place is that they dont give bills, instead they gave the key which has the table number :)  HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIC! :D

Hello! :)  It's another good day cause I got to meet many people :) met up with the chingay people whom I've not seen for quite a long time after appreciation :) and then Gillian came my house to study too :) at least I finish some notes and catch up with her too!! :) people that I really love <3  Thanks Chanel!!! <3  Hehe smile :)  Bananas from japan!! :) yummmmmmy I really love it hehe :)  Art museum with the girls tmr! Hopefully it will be fun :P haha nights! :D

sometimes, i just wish that mum will be slightly more supportive of what i do. sometimes, i wish that she could be more understanding. sometimes, i wish that i wont care so much. and sometimes, i wish that everything was different. or was it me who went overboard? oh well. today was supposed to be a happy day. or rather, i was very happy today. because i felt as though i catch up with many people! :) supposed to do assignment cause the due date is coming soon :( but sis forced me to pack the clothes cupboard with her. idk how many dust particles are in my body now :/ it was freaking dusty i swear. threw away the older clothes and some leaving for cousins and kept the rest :) heh now it is neat again! :) had lunch with cat at pepper lunch :) one last time i meet him before he enlist :) well, i dont think you read my blog, but stay fine! :) pepper lunch is really smelly ok. the smell will stay and it is super super strong. but okay la, not bad. it was quite nice and i havent ea...

2013. A year filled with mixed feelings. I learnt to be braver, tried many new things, and stepped out of my comfort zone.  2013 didn't started off very well but yeah it ended well :)  At the start of the year, had to make the decision between JC or poly after results. Actually I guess I didn't have much of a choice uh :/ but really thankful that I chose poly, because I realised I done much more things with that choice.  I had a longer break before school start so I stayed in Malaysia for another 3 weeks on top of the one week during CNY. :) during that stay in Malaysia, I would say I enjoyed and rested a lot which made me super happy. Because the pace of life in Malaysia and sg is really different. And also because, at there, I didn't had to worry about anything. 吃得饱 睡得好. Aunt just brought me around everywhere that she can including Thailand :) Malaysia trip was good :) I wonder when's the next time I can actually go back so long again :/  Poly started when I came b...

Heh wanted to post about 31st with fishes but had been quite busy. 4th year spending with them! :) last min steamboat was great :D at least the food was just alittle much, and not too much like the other time when there was so so much leftovers :) heh I love steamboat with my fav food :D  Yay thanks secret Santa for the gift!! Pretty shocked that he got that for me cause I really like stuff from paper stone!! :D and when Gillian was putting all the gifts on the floor, I was like look at that saying that it was very pretty!! :D  Heh thank you for staying in my life and I really love you guys <3