maybe i shall just be honest on this blog post. but i wont answer any question ask-ed. or random, see and ignore it.
unhappy or sad was never in my mind last time. but it seems like i found it in my brain recently. once unhappy caught me, it never leave my mind. i wish to go back to last time when i didnt know what does the word meant. but it seems hard. im trying. really trying hard.
i dont know where the problem lies. but i feel sad when someone tell me there's something in my mind. im trying to find the root cause, maybe is just i dont want or dun wish to know.
i hope EOY is just going to be over soon. but it seems long. somehow maybe studies might be the root cause. i've no confidence in studying anymore. my languages are failing or just pass. so what can i do? so what if i study? i cant do well still. my passion for learning is no longer there.
im trying to get myself to study really hard. for this exams especially. i want to go into the class i really want.
unhappy or sad was never in my mind last time. but it seems like i found it in my brain recently. once unhappy caught me, it never leave my mind. i wish to go back to last time when i didnt know what does the word meant. but it seems hard. im trying. really trying hard.
i dont know where the problem lies. but i feel sad when someone tell me there's something in my mind. im trying to find the root cause, maybe is just i dont want or dun wish to know.
i hope EOY is just going to be over soon. but it seems long. somehow maybe studies might be the root cause. i've no confidence in studying anymore. my languages are failing or just pass. so what can i do? so what if i study? i cant do well still. my passion for learning is no longer there.
im trying to get myself to study really hard. for this exams especially. i want to go into the class i really want.
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