Hmmm. Got back Chinese paper today and intensive chi today. Lesson was super cold!! Luckily I brought my jacket along :) hmm mum ask me how did I do for chi. I just said if you see just the marks alone, ofc it's bad but if you compare with all the hmt students then I'm average. Well.. Mum didn't scold me after that. Was it cause she know I work hard? Or what..?
Honestly sky kinda turn grey at that time when ms Wong say I'll be very disappointed with my maths. Haiy. Maths. The only subject that I look forward to. Don't tell me u gonna kill my only hope. Aviation. I seemed to be even further away from it now. Neither science or maths can make it. So am I still able to get into that course?
I've been dropping. Ain't I? What's the problem with me? I still can't seems to find that problem that lies in me. Work harder they always say. Well I did work hard this time. But sometimes it's not just work hard can solve everything right? I don't have much time left right. I don't want to screw my O. Really really don't want. I hope there won't be any tears tmr. Really hope you know. At least let me pass all subjects? Please? I really got nothing to look forward to already. Jiayouuuu ba. Persevere and fight on. There's no way back anymore. I just got to work hard if not i'll end up regretting.

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