faith

today feel so good hehe! finally finally a break, a long break but yeah, im not going to rest for too long because i need to study human geog!! i will use this chance to make up for the mistakes i lost in paper 1! wanted to come home and sleep but ended up slacking but idk what i did hehe. shall have a good long night sleep tonight before starting to mug again :)

today is the first time i came out of the hall feeling so happy hehe! its been pretty long since i felt that happy but yeah whats over is over and im not going to think about it again! im not going to compare answer after the paper and also im just going in to the hall with the mentality that i will just do my best without caring my results. i think i worried too much about the marks that i panic and worry too much during the paper itself and cause myself to not do as well.

O is coming to an end soon! hell week is over omg i survived like yes i did it :D just 5 more papers to go and i guess this will really be the end of xinmin except the day when we come back for results :/ im really really going to miss my friends. i will miss not seeing them almost everyday. i miss all the 'bullying' and 'nasty things' they say because those were the things that make my life better :') i wonder if i will have such friends next year. i really really wish i have. :) really really grateful to those that have to comfort me after papers and also sorry to trouble you all >< thankyou so so much! but yeah, my aim for now is to not cry after any paper cause im going in to do my best and not make myself regret :)

anyway thanks.:)  haha thanks for telling me not to panic and thanks for those comforting texts. i really really appreciate it alot! im really really glad to have you as a friend :') all the best and goodluck for your remaining papers okay :)

anyway i realise there is alot of stalkers among us hehe! so cute cause i like to stalk too heh! gooooodbyeeeee goodluck and stay happy people!! :D

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