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When I got home on Friday..  Tadaaaaa I found this :D I really love surprises and I love letters that my friends give me :D thanks charmaaaa <3 I really love it a lot :D  YPC meeting on thur was kind of okay I guess. But some changes were made, and I hope affected department will be fine :)  Makeup training for volunteers on sat was rather fun for me I think :D I was the emcee. HAHA HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE RIGHT. I'm such a shy girl. :P heh but luckily I practised if not I will stutter again. So we had lunch at some sushi place in cine before I met Rebecca for TYWO :)  The group of us having lunch tgt :D and we had to split into tables because we had too much people. But I really had fun during lunch with Chanel, Sabrina and Meiling :D I think I talked most of the time hahaha I hope they don't find me annoying. Now that I think back, I don't even rmb what I said. I really love talking :D  I think I stepped out of my comfort zone alr :))  Then we had ty...

Short updates for the past week. I really couldn't find the time to blog :/ gonna split it into two posts :)  So first, we had ECH fiesta (in case you didn't know, it stands for early childhood). Day 1: we had many exhibition from various company for early childhood field, we also had a talk and performance :) the performance was really really good :)) I love how they danced!!  Mini macaroon which I won :D hehe  Sluts with one of the displayed work :)  T05!!:D  We managed to squeeze the 12 of us into munch's lift :D hehe really like these girls <3  As for the second day, we had sports, either captain ball or amazing race and color code was pink! :D look at how pinky we were hehe.  2 days of fun came with a price too. Make up lesson in the following week :( that sucks. But at least I had fun :D 

Nice breakfast to start the day :)  Didn't plan to eat in school, but since I was aloneeeee then I just went to sit so I can slack in toast box hehe. School start at 10 today :D ECH fiesta so there will be performance and career talks :D can't wait for it actually :)  This week is like a relaxed week, but that means more makeup lesson lesson boo :( but I'm really enjoying myself hehe. Spent some time with mum ytd and I feel really happy to go out with her :)  Okay. After this week, and it's time to get really serious. Assignments will be due in two weeks time and I must think of ideas for those kids.  As of now, I'm loving school :D 

today is really the worst ever day that i ever had. so it began with a horrible morning when i woke up at 830 when my first class starts at 9. how great. i cant even rmb how did i fall asleep. only rmbed that i was watching our dance video and then blank out. so my phone went flat and my alarm couldnt ring. it's true when you need a cab, it doesnt come. when you dont need it, you see it everywhere. walked to 74 busstop but i realised that there were no cab at all, so i walked to the taxi stand opposite interchange but guess what.. waited for 10 mins yet there were still no taxi. i panicked and wanted to call a taxi but it turn into a computer generated call.. ._. seriously.. so i just kup the phone. i walked over to interchange hoping that there will be one free taxi since i keep seeing it but turned out that when i walk there, the taxi came to the taxi stand. so i ran as fast as i could before it drove off. felt damn paiseh but i really couldnt control myself anymore :/ so man...

had volunteers training on sat and thankfully it turn out well for me :)) hehe  so parents are back from hongkong!!! LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF FOOD MUM BOUGHT HOME. dad was raging cause it was one luggage of food hahahhaa.  ofccc this is my fav one!! :D it's really crispy and good!! look at my new nailssssss heh. bimbz.  learnt a dance today so hopefully im prepared for it tomorrow :/ gooooodnight! 

hiiii finally get to post hehe so it will be a spam of three posts! :)  THIS IS DAMN GOOOOD AT AMK!! :D  met shihui for lunch on thur cause school ended at 11, and she ends at 11 too :) so just slack around before going for YPC meeting! :) hehe  KRISPY KREME HEH. it tastes really gooooooood!! i love them so much!! esp the red velvet one!! come let's take a look at...  MY PRETTY TUTORIAL ROOOOM. isnt it soooo warm and nice that reminds you of childhood? :)  us drawing in class!! :D  and happy us going home after makeup lesson!! :) this week is so siannnn cause it's filled with so many make up lesson :( 

All the due posts :/ boo.  First day in school on Wednesday!! :D honestly, i was really very very excited to go back to school. ofc not looking forward to assignments, but i like the feeling of seeing your friends everyday, chatting and laughing, doing and saying many many things! :D so this sem, we got to use blk 51! a new block with pretty lecture room!! i really love it so much!! and there's one socket per person MUAHAHAHA.  yay so this is me and YANYAN. :D  this is my CAYC (creative arts for young children) lecturer :) doesnt she looks cool? :)) really love her lesson cause it's just like reliving of childhood. and everyone will sing along when she ask us to!! :D my goal for this sem is to learn ukelele! :D then at night, met the girls for dinner at ambush!! :D the people there are reallly very nice!! thanks so much Adrian!! hehe lava souffleeeee my fav!! :))  really miss everyone so much!! :D BE HAPPPPPPPY :DDDDD ...

Been busy recently so didn't get to post ): but hehe here's all post that I missed!! :)  On Sunday, where I could stay at home hehe. Had ding tai fung for dinner cause aunt wanted to test her card :P AND YUM I LOVE XIAO LONG BAO :D  Big family <3  Monday:  HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIJUNNNN <3 I hope you really had a good good day!! Met up with fishes for dinner and old friends are really niceee <3 can just crap and enjoy with them! :D  Really love this pic thou I wasn't in :P but really love this group of friends <3  Tuesday:  ECP outing with YPC people!! :) cycled for 2 hours before BBQ!! :D hasn't been to the beach for super long but I really love the view and the wind there~  One of my snapchat pic!!! Hehe  Parents went hongkong today boo :( I really feel bad for not spending enough time with them :(  Heh lesson gonna start sooooon byeeee :) 

Yay so I tried 'cotton candy frapp' today during meeting! :D it's actually called raspberry vanilla frap! It tasted abit like cough medicine, you know those pink colour ones! But that's only for the first sip la, as you drink more then it's nicer :) oh anyway today I found out that whipped cream is actually so nice!! It tasted like some vanilla icecream just that it wasn't frozen :) or probably it's just Starbucks whipped cream :P I'm telling the truth yet mum doesn't want to believe me oh well.  I think my toe is getting better! :) yay please recover sooooon. Or probably recover by tmr or Monday!! I want to go cycling :(  And I finally had the courage to do smth today :D yay 

Admin 小姐 at meeting yesterday :)  i tried to be positive today okay. supposed to meet admins at 10 but i was late cause burden toe doesnt allow me to move any faster :/ i know i could leave house earlier.. but urgh. you know that frustration when you want to complete something but yet there's an obstacle there? i hate how slowly i was walking. and how i was limping. it just looks awkward. but on the bright side, i told myself that i can slowly enjoy the scenery. why why why why. told mum about it, luckily she didn't really scold me. im really thankful for her understanding these few days *insert many hearts*  dear toe, please get well soon okay. supposed to have YPC outing, cycling at ECP next tue, so if it doesnt recover by then, how am i going to cycle? boo.  bye.

Horrible day.  So now I have a trotter toe with me. Burden. Please get well soon. But how to when I got so much things :/  Urgh. 

I'm back from LAC (leadership adventure camp)  i think i will put some pictures here and there, if not whole chunk of words will just be too boring.  the first activity was actually ice breaking games and we played quite a few games but i think i was rather quiet at that point of time, cause i'm not those that will open up to strangers. my group name is Na'vi! :) for your info, the theme of the camp was fantasy so our group decided to choose Avatar! isnt the tribal design nice? :) 2 of my group mates drew that by themselves :) after deciding on the cheers and designing the box, we had lunch before proceeding to outside school for an amazing race :) the amazing race was played in HDB areas where one block is super super big. At least like 3 or 4 extensions. we had to find the hidden QR code to get our clues :)  this was us after the last station. had macs for dinner and i tried the samurai beef burger and i think it was okay la haha.  ...

HI :D worked banquet today. it was a wedding banquet :) as kiasu as it may sound, this is the first time i ever witness hotel wedding lunch/dinner in singapore :) but malaysia ofc have la. i think it was really really sweeeet :)) like two person liking each other, making promises to each other :') i really cant imagine my marriage in the future hahahahah thinking toooo far here. 最重要的决定 was played tooooo charmaaaaa can you imagine it? actually idk what should you imagine also HAHAHAH. off to camp tmr! :D dont miss me people hehe :P

CLASSMATE?  late night convo last night made my night great :D i'm really deprived of talking hahaha like very deprived. AHH miss them so much :( like how i can crap and get excited when i talk to them. and the cute thing was they could hear my joke coming live even when im not talking on the phone or in front of them :D maybe they just miss me alot :P but i miss everyone so much too :(  actually these few days, i havent been talking to much people, except probably YPC people cause there are meetings and many things. interview today. there's always a first experience and also second one will be better :P omg i think i was so blur today :( and probably i created quite a bit trouble. im so sorry :( I MUST LEARN TO BE MORE CONFIDENT.  but i think i got to know some of them better also :) that's a good news :D finally, i had dinner with family. i sacrifice my family time for the extra things i did. but thats life isnt it, we have to sacrifice some things to get...

有时 快乐只不过是一种掩饰 Busy week I'm feeling so tired goodnight. 

Yay today was a really good day at banquet :) though I was blur but my partner was really nice to help me so so so much :))) for the first time, I got a table to myself. So my partner will help me get the food from the pickup point to the side station then I will serve the food to my own take :) after the food had been served shortly, we had to transfer the old into a small side plate and clear the big one :) then we had to change all the plates into a new one. We had to portion the fried rice and dessert for the guest and omg. CUI SIA. The guest asked if I was a student. That shows how bad I am boo.  Turn out that the world is small. So I met this girl, who's pj's friend sis, and her parents both know my parents and we are from the same hometown. And out parents are close friends?! OMG WTH IS THIS LOL. But I made new and really nice friends these two days!! Hope I can work again with them ^^  K tutoring cancel tmr so I can sleep in nights :) 

Breakfast ^^  Went to eat before work start yummy hehe.  Work was pretty good. I was luckily because a first timer can't take a table so I was assigned to just top up drinks for the people :) banquet started at 8 and there was cocktail before the door was opened. While others were serving drinks and topping up peanuts, I was folding serviettes into half hehe.  Actually the end went smoothly, only till the end, which I think the IC was very angry with me :( sigh.  But I don't give up. Tmr will be better. On the brighter side, I made new friends :D  Bye.