screw up day.

today is really the worst ever day that i ever had.

so it began with a horrible morning when i woke up at 830 when my first class starts at 9. how great. i cant even rmb how did i fall asleep. only rmbed that i was watching our dance video and then blank out. so my phone went flat and my alarm couldnt ring.

it's true when you need a cab, it doesnt come. when you dont need it, you see it everywhere. walked to 74 busstop but i realised that there were no cab at all, so i walked to the taxi stand opposite interchange but guess what.. waited for 10 mins yet there were still no taxi. i panicked and wanted to call a taxi but it turn into a computer generated call.. ._. seriously.. so i just kup the phone. i walked over to interchange hoping that there will be one free taxi since i keep seeing it but turned out that when i walk there, the taxi came to the taxi stand. so i ran as fast as i could before it drove off. felt damn paiseh but i really couldnt control myself anymore :/ so many things were going through my mind and i was really angry with myself. $22.60 just like that. really thankful that the lecturer gave us a chance and didnt mark us late. i really wanted my absence report to be clean.

thankful for sluts for telling me what i missed and making my day a better one :')

lesson ended at 4 so we went to practise the dance before the audition. and i realised.. my charger wire was with jacey. omg i really wanted to kill myself. and my phone was dying like 18% or smth. worse was that im the only apple product at home. i dont want to leave without phone the whole day.. and it was hard to even borrow a charger cause everyone is using iphone 5 now :/ luckily there was an apple plug from the portable so i could use it tonight.

i think audition went well! :) really thanks to them for practising with meee :D and after the audition end.. i found that i didnt bring my ezlink card. OMG i really swear i wanted to cry because it was an unlucky day. i just hope that everything will be fine tmr.

goodnight.

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