避风港.

It's weird to have random thinkings in the night like now >< like suddenly have to urge to just listen to music and thoughts will just flood your mind.

Suddenly I feel really glad that I worked this holiday. To be honest, I don't really find my jobs tiring. I think the experience aren't too bad. Like you meet people of different age and get to feel how is it like to work with different people. For me, I feel good when the customer praise me. I feel guilty when I made mistakes too but through all these, I learn. Working make me more motivated to study hard because I don't want to end up having a shitty job next time. I really hope when results come out, I won't regret.

Idk what to feel about results. Sometimes, I feel excited because I'm curious about how I did. But sometimes, I just hope it don't come out. Because I'm really afraid that all I get will be disappointment. And also idk why I'm still indecisive. I rmb at then, I was so sure that I wanted poly so I went to DPA. Actually jc doesn't seems like a bad choice. But I'm afraid that I will end up retain :/ then I'll be wasting my time. But if I don't try, I won't know right? I really dk. Oh well, wait till results out ba.

Okay random thoughts >< helped out at shoe shop in the morning and it feels nice ba I think! Then wanted to go ps early to eat then ended up eating at ambush hehe and it's nice when everyone sit tgt and eat :) and on my way to work, weilong tried to scam me saying some shop for wedding at boonlay or something lol. And he still pretend it wasn't him but Kawee sort of exposed him indirectly la :P work was rather busy but time pass very fast la which is good :) tmr working night so I shall spend my morning wisely :P

I got a new shoe cause I just realise I can wear the shoe sis bought which she can't wear! Shall decide whether I'll wear it again next time :P the song playing is 坏人now. 只是宁可对自己残忍〜

Goodnight!

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