Moody monday. It sound nice huh. :P siaoooo. I think I really going crazy already :/ don't know whether if it's just I'm tired or im really going crazy :/ everything around me seems just as moody as me :/ the sky ): why must it darken :/ Haiy. 难道老天也和我一样吗？ maths test results. Hmm kind of depressing yet at the other hand not really. Oh well what am I talking about seriously. I hope it isn't the books that make me become like that :/ urgh Thursday Thursday thursday. Siannnnn.
Another new chapter begins.
15 August 2016, the day I lost something that was important to me at that point of time. To be very honest, even though an end to a relationship was common and I told people that we can't be 100% confirm that he will be the one because shit just happens sometimes, I didn't expect shit to happen to me. I really thought I found the partner whom I'm going to spend my life with. This may sound naive, clinche, funny or contradicting, but I really thought that way. Definitely, I was heartbroken. I was upset. I cried. I talked to myself. Keep telling myself that if it's not meant to be it, then so be it. Keep telling myself that ending everything now is better than ending it in the future when there are more responsibilities. I'm glad that my mind was clear, positive and logical, even though my heart wasn't too well. I'm thankful to all the people who has comforted me. I know that I still have many family and friends who love me alot. My kids were my happy pills ...
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