Tomorrow is the first paper >< gosh English. The subject I'm most afraid of. Wah time really pass super fast! ): I'm afraid I wouldn't have the time to finish studying >< I'm scare I can't do well. I'm scare that I won't be able to take the exam stress. I'm scare that I won't be able to accept my results.
我是乎好像越来越没信心了，我现在真的真的没法再承受什么打击了。真的需要把原来的我找回来，以前那快乐，不放弃的我。 总觉得老天在耍我。

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